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(Message started by: jaysbiggestfan on May 23^rd, 2007, 4:20pm)

Title: Thank You
Post by jaysbiggestfan on May 23^rd, 2007, 4:20pm

My name is Nikki and I am the wife of a chronic cluster head, many of you know him as JayNik. I am not here to complain about the situation or to be told good job for sticking by his side as i am told by others who do not understand. ( Like i would ever leave him, fat chance.)I am however relived to know that there are others who do stick by CH and dont leave them, they feel alone enough left to dance with the beast,while we sit and watch helplessly as he destroys the life of the most precious person in my life. waiting for the demons to stop playing thier cruel games. Constatly wondering if he will be ok when i get home, wondering if he is going to take the love of my life away . all the while knowing that the thing I call fear is Nothing compared to the fear that he feels every sencond of everyday. Allthough I do not know the physical pain of a CH I do know the pain of being totaly helpless, knowing that all the medical training I have had means NOTHING to the demons inside his head. THe countless sleepless nights by his side encouraging him to get through this just one more time,to get through just one more day at work, to not give up. knowing that if i were in his shoes i would not be half as strong.but still my pain is nothing compared to his. I pray everyday for god to give me his pain, to let him have just one day PF, but it never happens. He is my husband, my hero, my rock, without him I could not make it through one more day. Thank you baby for being the wonderful husband , father and bestfriend a girl could ever have. I will always be here for you by your side, your biggest fan cheering you on in hopes of one day beating these demons.
So i take my hat off to all you clusterheads, you are the stongest people i know, you are where my strenght comes from.
Thank you to all you supporters for being there.

Title: Re: Thank You
Post by Jackie on May 23^rd, 2007, 4:30pm

Hi jaysbiggestfan....welcome.

You are your CHers angel. You make others CHers and supporters all proud.

Now....don't be timid to ask for help or support for yourself too...promise?

Bless your heart....keep up the good fight...

Jackie (married to a long time clusterhead)

Title: Re: Thank You
Post by jaysbiggestfan on May 23^rd, 2007, 5:07pm

Thank you , and i will ask for support and help at times.
your words mean a lot to us.

Title: Re: Thank You
Post by Lotus on May 23^rd, 2007, 6:22pm

Hello Nikki

A great big warm hug from one supporter to another, sister.

I read your post and nodded all the way, yes I have been through the mills and could relate to everything you have said there.

It can be lonely at times and you feel the world does not understand. Take heart though, someone out there does and I would like to be that someone for you if you ever have the need to.

Just drop me a PM or an email and we can talk heart to heart. Supporters need to be supported also and we can be here for one another.

Hugs

Annette

Title: Re: Thank You
Post by crftymom on May 23^rd, 2007, 7:15pm

Welcome aboard! [smiley=hiya.gif]

Title: Re: Thank You
Post by jaynik on May 30^th, 2007, 8:28pm

thanks for hangin in there with me babe, esp those days when the ch's are making my moods extra nice, couldn't do it w/out ya

Title: Re: Thank You
Post by taraann on May 31^st, 2007, 9:06am

on 05/30/07 at 20:28:49, jaynik wrote:

thanks for hangin in there with me babe, esp those days when the ch's are making my moods extra nice, couldn't do it w/out ya

Aww so sweet! That's how I feel about my Sam.