since im not on any prevenatives right now, i ve been getting hit all week remission was not happening, i tried some shroomz, NOT alot. 1 1/2 gr. and i woke up feeling 100%. and i still feel great. and last year on my lengthy remission, i had eaten some shroomz last sept, a month before i usualy start a cycle. maybe thats how i "skipped" last year. sounds good to me . i think im on to something.
chris

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Laurie

You, sir, are a work of art.  

First you post this on the 23.


ChefChris wrote on Nov 23^rd, 2008 at 11:31am:

amd im in remission. God answered my prayers, or the cycle endd naturally. i dont care how it happened, im just happy its here!!!!!!! i got my lif back!!!! i am stoked. chris

You post several times in the interim (no mention of headaches, well, except for a migraine).

You post this on the 24th


ChefChris wrote on Nov 24^th, 2008 at 6:48pm:

Im Chris again. nothing can stop me, except for the beast.  now i can go do bong hits now that the cycle O-V-E-R. some drink, i smoke. thats my think so whatever to those who hate. chris

You post this on the 25th, still talking about being in remission, mind you


ChefChris wrote on Nov 25^th, 2008 at 11:05am:

im a smart guy, was told my IQ was 165 18 yrs ago. i just never apply myself. im into havn' fun, making up for lost time. I've lost so many years to CH im tryn' to make up for it. im 30 and i act 20 and i feel it. i lost my youth to these fuckn' headaches, i was 12. 12 years old being told there is now way i could be having th pain i was describing. so whatever, when im in remission im a kid, when the deamon pays his visit ive got to man up.

Also this (still on the 25th and still in remission)


ChefChris wrote on Nov 25^th, 2008 at 9:54pm:

i registered for spring classes today. its done. now im in remission i look forward to meting my new "family". PFDAN chris

You posted this yesterday (still no mention of a headache)


ChefChris wrote on Nov 28^th, 2008 at 2:15pm:

i get thankful when im in remission. out of sight out of mind for me. and ill never be a drunk. chris

And then you post this today


ChefChris wrote on Nov 29^th, 2008 at 3:14pm:

since im not on any prevenatives right now, i ve been getting hit all week remission was not happening, i tried some shroomz, NOT alot. 1 1/2 gr. and i woke up feeling 100%. and i still feel great. and last year on my lengthy remission, i had eaten some shroomz last sept, a month before i usualy start a cycle. maybe thats how i "skipped" last year. sounds good to me . i think im on to something. chris

So, which scenario is correct?  You also never responded to my last post on the main board.

so i didnt post the day i was suffering, you are just a hater. dont believe whats happening , with what i say , CALL her and ask.

What do you mean "hater"?  Of what?  I don't think you read her post because your answer was off base.  Are you in remission or not?

Good catch, DD. ;)

Good work Delta, you busted this guy. I feel like fool because i even PM him to tell him about clusterbusters.com, man i feel stupid right now >:(. I got to tell you i read just about all the posts i can but i could never bring that game.. What are you here for chris?? Delta, way to keep your head in the game, I could use a player like you on the team, Great job.... Coach Bill

I just could not even bring myself to respond to the "school" thread...after reading about age 30, too much partying, high IQ, failing grades, not trying....and then I looked at his Myspace page and one of his listed interests is "smokn reefer".....i just could not see the reason to offer anything positive on the "school" thread....come to think of it , I can't think of anything positive to say on this thread either....over and out.
Paul

       Lie after lie, Here's yer head Chris.

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             Potter

so i smoke pot when im not having CH. so do othrers. and coach bill you did tell me about it, i was reluctant, am  yeah, i woke up 2 days PF and THOUGHT i was in remission. its been 2 days since the shrooms and no HA, but after last time, im waiting to say im in remission. and if you look at my "personal sayings"....., whatever, i suffer just all of you do, i just have a dirrerent life. so that makes me a liar, because my lifestyle differs yours. that is a life lesson. i came here for help and since day 1 most of yall have attacked me. i didnt know i was supposed to pose EVERY hit i got. i keep track of that at home. ive dealt my whole life with people saying these CH didnt exist, now yall are gonna give me shit, the ONLY person here that kinda knows me is chuck because he has taken the time. and linad....ii FINALY recived the stuff you sent....when we have money, i WILL use it.......no m oney fight now, im sure somebody can relate to that........just because yall are older than me and dont agree with what i say or do doesnt me im wrong. everytime i get a hit, i will post for yall, then yall keep track of my hit to see if im lying. yall just dont accept me because of my lifestyle. whatever...

chris with that high iq your claiming can you really not see how your bringing this onto yourself?and by the way im younger than you and ive thought it was bs the whole time,,sorry,,i mean use that iq of yours (not that you have when spelling)and go back and read all your previous post and what would you think?i mean really give us a break.hell maybe this drama is what your here for.is it?

-jason-

I smoke weed too. And i made it clear to everyone on the board that i do, and not one person had put me down for it here, nobody cares that you smoke weed, or whatever you do.. You have got nothing but support from the people in this family, and most are  even going to forget about this lie, and just because you bullshit to much it does not mean your not family, or that this family will be turning their backs on you, it just means dont bullshit your family anymore. GOT IT !!! Coach Bill

i said i had a high iq, im sure its not anymore. and no im not here for drama. ill just wait and post my grades, then we will see, and im sorry im not the best speller in the world, thatd be kelsey, her mom is an english teacher. ive had excellent, good, and bad days. the PF ones i thought i was in remission, i was WRONG. whatever....ive got kelsey who SEES with her eyes and crys when im talking about wanting to die, she know how real they are. so if yall dont then fuck it. ill drop my name from your "family". if the shrooms worked, then i know what to do every september for the rest of my life. if they didnt ill try somethin else.

ill post everyday coach bill and let everyone know whats going on. exacaly whats going on.

ChefChris wrote on Nov 30^th, 2008 at 11:12am:

ill post everyday coach bill and let everyone know whats going on. exacaly whats going on.

Maybe posting every day and being consistant would be a better start.

As for you whining about being attacked since day 1... you have got bigtime HELP from people here who spend their time, effort, and money on you to try and help.  

If you don't have money, you must have a good source of free weed.  

Anyway..... be honest and consistent, and you wont have a problem here.  Keep on lying and people here will have a harder time wanting to help.  Noone here needs any more drama, including you.

Now, I wish you pain free days ahead.   Good day.

ChefChris wrote on Nov 30^th, 2008 at 10:21am:

and if you look at my "personal sayings"....., whatever, i suffer just all of you do, i just have a dirrerent life. so that makes me a liar, because my lifestyle differs yours. that is a life lesson. .... ......just because yall are older than me and dont agree with what i say or do doesnt me im wrong. everytime i get a hit, i will post for yall, then yall keep track of my hit to see if im lying. yall just dont accept me because of my lifestyle. whatever...

At the risk of being called a 'hater'  ::)

Age and lifestyle are irrelevant here.  Not one person has 'attacked' you as you say because of age.   Lifestyle...  hardly an issue , but when you use it as a cover up or excuse then you appear suspect.  

 What folks are questioning is your credibility and that is due to the inconsistant information that you are posting.   The victim stance doesn't seem to be helping you much .  

Hope you are finding what you are looking for and that remission does come soon  for you.  I think you'll find that if you do take a more proactive approach to life then others may have an easier time understanding you.

Good luck to you

(BTW.. I am in my 30's too...)

Kelly

Uuuhhmmm, Chris, I'm in my early thirties too, and live an alternative lifestyle. No one will attack you for it, so don't be so defensive.
I'll admit I wasn't paying a lot of attention to your posts, but got curious after reading some of the things said. And yes, some of it is pretty contradictory, whatever the reason of it might be - will leave that in the middle.

Coach Bill says it very well: no one is turning their backs on you, but some posts could make people suspicious, thinking maybe you like being in the centre of attention and therefor making up stuff.

As for the spelling: I could care less. Sometimes I have to read twice to see what you mean, which can be annoying but that is more that I am not a native English speaker haha. No big deal.

Here you'll find all the support. Take it when you're having a rough time.
PF to you, Pascal.

Hey Chris, put Kelsey on the board. I would like to see her thoughts on all this. 8-)

So, you got an incomplete, and you've reregistered for those classes you blew this semester?

yeah, i guess i blew the semester. im not gonna say the shroomz worked til im PF for 2-3 weeks, and if i am, i know what to do. and i am gonna tell my doctor. and ill ask her to get on the board when she gets home, shes with her mom today. its ok, yall think im full of shit, but im not. did anyone take notice to my " i got trick fucked" statement. thats when i THOUGHT the cycle was over and wasnt, thats why i wrote it.

Chris, never said you were full of shit, I said I just don't know. And I'm sure you're experiencing pain, I'll take your word for it. What else can I do?

Read back a lot of the other comments and see we are open to you, some just don't know what to think of a lot you say. Contradicting yourself will get people suspicious. So clean up your act and be a positive contribution mate  ;).

Pascal.

Could be that your sinuses are acting up from your nose growing so fast.

                       Potter  

potter, refrain from speaking to me please. you have always been so mean and negative to me. as you said you are still a junkie, remember? ive got the pm you sent me. i on the other hand havent touched morphine in almost 3 weeks(?). so get off my case. because i was waiting for O2 and wanted to be off the stuff. our money is so tight and my stepmom cant get it, so im SOL on the O2. the shroomz, i think they worked, 2nd day PF.

ChefChris wrote on Nov 30^th, 2008 at 3:38pm:

potter, refrain from speaking to me please. you have always been so mean and negative to me. as you said you are still a junkie, remember? ive got the pm you sent me. i on the other hand havent touched morphine in almost 3 weeks(?). so get off my case. because i was waiting for O2 and wanted to be off the stuff. our money is so tight and my stepmom cant get it, so im SOL on the O2. the shroomz, i think they worked, 2nd day PF.

   I'm always gonna be a junkie chris.  I don't do drugs.  I huff oxygen.

               Potter

In making public what Potter sent you in a pm (PRIVATE message that means) and therefor betraying his trust, you have just lost all sympathy I had to begin with.

Though I doubt you would care.
Pascal.

I've been really restraining myself from posting to any of your posts Chris.  Have you ever heard of a family giving you tough love, that's what you're getting.  You choose not to listen to the advice you have been given and you've been given lots of great advice.

Nobody really gives a shit if you smoke pot.    

What burns my ass is that you say you have no money and yet you have the money to smoke pot and find some mushrooms.  What about taking that money and getting some O2?

We're here to help you, but how are we supposed too when you're not consistent and one post contradicts another.  What are we supposed to believe?

Revealing to the public what someone posted to you in a pm is just so wrong.  

ok. let someone dog me in private and public. yall gonna call me out, im gonna do the same thing. i think that is wrong. and to tell me something saying you are the same (in private) and then dog you (in public) is two faced, isnt it? maybe im just a dumb ass, you know stupid. that would explain everything, right. i guess my doc was wrong telling me i was smart when im not.
and as far as my spelling, some of my keys stick and i dont proof read, i told you im stupid.

About your doc saying how smart you were.
Yeah Chris, I think that I would get a second opinion.

So now you have shrooms? They just grow overnight in your yard?
Usually takes peeps a couple of weeks to get them ordered and squared away.

Drama much...I still can't think of anything positive to say, so...over and out.

Paul

ive got a friend that grows them, i JUST found out. $30 an 1/8. so now are you doubting that i ate any? ill give you all the details if you want. i did have a hit come on 5 min after i ate them and 15 min later it was gone and i was tripping. they were GOOD. i had fun while breaking the cycle.
im think im not like any of you, except for the CH. im fairly connected, i just chose to see a doc, so i dont end up killing mysefl.

ChefChris wrote on Nov 30^th, 2008 at 4:39pm:

im think im not like any of you

You ain't just whistling Dixie bubba.


ChefChris wrote on Nov 30^th, 2008 at 4:39pm:

ive got a friend that grows them, i JUST found out. $30 an 1/8.

Mighty convenvient.


ChefChris wrote on Nov 30^th, 2008 at 4:39pm:

i did have a hit come on 5 min after i ate them and 15 min later it was gone and i was tripping. they were GOOD.

Did you get nauseated?  Last time I did 'shrooms (many, many moons ago), I had to fight the nausea down before I enjoyed myself.  And I'd be sorta doubtful that they would hit in 15 minutes, especially if you ate them as opposed to drinking koolaid.


ChefChris wrote on Nov 30^th, 2008 at 4:39pm:

i just chose to see a doc, so i dont end up killing mysefl.

What the hell do you mean by this?  Did your doc supervize you when you did the mushrooms?

Ah, my school advisor calls bs on you retaking the courses next spring.  For an Incomplete to be wiped off your record, you would have to finish the course work before the new semsester starts.

did you not hear me when i said my dean is helping me. and i have 2 I's towards my culinary degree, the dean, as far as i know, has the final say. i cgo to a community c. no i never get sick when i eat shroomz. i know what is happening with my education. since ive been out, ive kept in contact with him via email. think what you want, i dont care.

chris i'm not trying to dog you but i really think you need to grow up a little and cut back on the weed. in my lifetime i've probably lost more weed than you've ever smoked. i'm not saying that you have to quit completely, but it seems that it is mainstream for you.  there comes a time in your life when have to get your head out of your ass and get your shit together. and i mean that in the nicest possible way.

i don't have time to check all your posts and replies but if you do have ch and the shrooms worked more power to ya. i use them and they work for me.

i sinsirely hope you get yourself straightened out and stick around awhile. this board has allot to offer ;)

30$ an 1/8...i paid 10$ a piece for my e-tanks :)
the 1/4 bag of weed u got from him prob cost more than my m-tank but hey i barely graduated highschool so my math is probably off..your problem isnt money, its prioritys,,


-jason-

Quote:

think what you want, i dont care.

All righty then..Can we move on please.   ignore works fine for me.  

   Sheesh.   enough already.