Post by fubar on Dec 2nd, 2008 at 7:56pm
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I keep that site updated with new pictures pretty often.
Peter and Ethan are doing pretty good. They are still having Brady's (heart rate dips very low) and they haven't yet started to take the bottle or breast. They won't learn to suck/breath/swallow for a couple of weeks yet. They have stopped losing weight and are finally gaining. They both just passed the 4lb mark.
Mom is doing two shifts per day at the hospital. I am back working in San Jose on Mondays through Wednesday, so I am really missing everybody a lot.
Clusters have been an extra special pain in the ass lately. I stopped taking all of my medications because I suspected they were interfering with an attempt to bust them, but now I am med-free and no busting in sight. That is my fault since I've been too tired/busy to be proactive about anything.
Sometimes I wonder how I have made it this far in life... clusters are a bitch, and chronic clusters are simply unreasonable. I haven't had a break in so damn long that I startle even myself with my short temper. I have lost 10 pounds this month because I can't even tell when I'm hungry, and when I do feel hungry it doesn't last. The second I get hit my appetite vanishes and food is repulsive...
I bitch too much... I have two beautiful new babies and I'm thrilled. Just wish I could be there more and be more there.
-Shawn
or END PRINTPAGEI keep that site updated with new pictures pretty often.
Peter and Ethan are doing pretty good. They are still having Brady's (heart rate dips very low) and they haven't yet started to take the bottle or breast. They won't learn to suck/breath/swallow for a couple of weeks yet. They have stopped losing weight and are finally gaining. They both just passed the 4lb mark.
Mom is doing two shifts per day at the hospital. I am back working in San Jose on Mondays through Wednesday, so I am really missing everybody a lot.
Clusters have been an extra special pain in the ass lately. I stopped taking all of my medications because I suspected they were interfering with an attempt to bust them, but now I am med-free and no busting in sight. That is my fault since I've been too tired/busy to be proactive about anything.
Sometimes I wonder how I have made it this far in life... clusters are a bitch, and chronic clusters are simply unreasonable. I haven't had a break in so damn long that I startle even myself with my short temper. I have lost 10 pounds this month because I can't even tell when I'm hungry, and when I do feel hungry it doesn't last. The second I get hit my appetite vanishes and food is repulsive...
I bitch too much... I have two beautiful new babies and I'm thrilled. Just wish I could be there more and be more there.
-Shawn