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Title: HELLO Post by JOEY B. on Jun 15th, 2009 at 10:56am
Hey everyone,
I am new to this site, but a long time sufferer of Clusters. I am currently in my cluster period and I must say that most every night Since February has been a living HELL. I am on preventitive medicines, Verapamil 480mg daily and Lithium 300mg twice daily. For some time they seemed to work, either that or I wasn't in my cycle, but now it hits. It seems like every headache I get now happens after I've been asleep for about an hour and they all seem to be worse than the one the night before. I can't tell you how many times I have been woken up crying like a baby because the pain is so intense. I am sad to have had to join this group, but happy to know that there are people out there who know what I am going through. Most of all of my friends, families and doctors have no clue what I deal with on a nightly basis and there response to me is "it's just a headache, take some aspirin and get over it." I then tell them to research Cluster Headaches and let them decide for themselves if it's "just a headache". I am currently seeing a Neurologist and have tried several different things to stop the attacks from happening and to also kill them when I get one. I have been on O2, Migranal Nasal Spray, Stadal Nasal Spray, Hydrocodone, but the imitrex injections are the only thing that will kill "The Beast" , however I hate giving myself shots and the rx company wont let me have more than 6 shots every 75 days, and you all know if you're like me, we can go through 6 in no time at all. If you guys and gals have any more suggestions, tips, tricks, methods of treatment I am gladly looking for them. My pain always feels like it is sitting on my right eye, some radiating pain down the nose and back of the neck. It by far has to be the worst possible pain in the entire world. I would much rather have to spend a day locked in a room with my ex-wife nagging the crap out of me again than deal with another headache, and believe me, I thought the ex-wife was painful. But in all seriousness, I am hoping I found a new home with people that know what I am talking about with these headaches and thank you again for having this group available to people like me. Joey :) |
Title: Re: HELLO Post by JOEY B. on Jun 15th, 2009 at 4:50pm
Hi Bob,
Thank you for your response. I just today found a doctor who is the headache guru in my area. He is also a cluster head so that should be a great benefit to me as well. I am not to keen on the pain meds, and the verapamil has seemed to lose its effectiveness as well as make my heart feel like its doing funny things. I am hopeful that this new doctor will be able to understand, relate and treat the clusters since he has them himself it should make it better. It is very hard for someone who has never had these to understand the sheer HELL we all go through when The Best strikes. |
Title: Re: HELLO Post by ClusterChuck on Jun 16th, 2009 at 12:17am JOEY B. wrote on Jun 15th, 2009 at 10:56am:
Hi Joey! Welcome to the You mentioned that you had tried oxygen, but it did not work for you. Could you elaborate on how you used it? The type mask, the flow rate, how long ago you tried it. There have been some GREAT new methods of aborting with oxygen. Please read the info, behind the tab, on the left side of your screen: oxygen info Tell us how you used it, and maybe we can help you tweak your usage, and give you a cheaper, more effective, and safer method of aborting your hits. Chuck |
Title: Re: HELLO Post by JOEY B. on Jun 17th, 2009 at 10:05am
Okay so the last few nights in my life have been nothing short of visiting the gates of HELL.
One Monday night last week, I ended up in the ER with The Beast sitting on my eye and the pain was excrutiating. Three nights later I am back, but this time the pain is worse than the time before. I am on all the preventitive meds, have an appt with a new headache guy next week, to see about properly getting some O2, and out of Imitirex injections. I am currently dealing with a headache now and had two more early this morning starting at 1am. I am just about to my wits end with these God forsaken headaches, I can't wrok with, I can't sleep with, I can't explain to people who are clueless about them. I sometimes feel I am on the verge of doing something really stupid when I have one of these things. Does anyone else feel this way, does anyone else have any suggesstions to offer to help me cope with this horrible horrible problem. I can't count how many times in the last two weeks I have curled up in the fetal position and cried like a baby because the pain was so intense. I seem to be getting mine about an hour after i fall asleep. Someone mentioned Melatonin, but I am on that already for sleep related issues not associated with CH. I am desperate, this curse totally changes my whole being when I have one. I hope I don't come across whining, but I can't handle these anymore. It seems they hit me the hardest right after i fall asleep and I have gone as far as damn near pushing my eyeball back into my head just because that feels better than the CH. I am looking forward to learning a lot from this group and from people who deal with this like I do. It is so hard to get people to understand just what its like to have a CH and the pain involved in it. Thank you all so much for this group and the kinds words and help advice that everyone has given not only to me, but new people who are joining. Joey |
Title: Re: HELLO Post by Callico on Jun 20th, 2009 at 6:33pm
Hi Joey,
I hope you have had a better few days. YES I can understand what you are saying about being afraid of doing something stupid. We have all been there, and periodically if we are not careful find ourselves there again. I'm not one that normally gets hit right after going to sleep, but I cannot go to bed until I know I am through with them for the night as the ones that awaken me are to unbearable. What I do when having a really bad time later into the night is to sleep sitting up in my Lazy Boy so that I don't sleep to deeply. Instead of Verapamil for a preventative since it seems to be bothering your heart you might look into Kudzu. Go to the Meds and Treatments section and do a search for it. I started using it several years ago instead of Verap, and think I get about as much relief and have no side effects from it (other than a little gas). You are not whining! That is why we are here. You need a place to vent adn no one else CAN understand what you deal with. If you start whining someone will be sure to tell you! ;D The thing you have to remember when you are curled up in a ball trying to turn yourself inside out is that "This to shall end!" It always does, and you will not die from it without helping yourself. I have begged God to let me die, have asked my wife to help me die, but I'm still here, and now that I have learned to deal with my CH I love life! Try to find something outside of yourself that you can focus all of your attention on while being hit. I know it sounds impossible, but it DOES help to focus away as much as you can. An energy drink slammed at the very onset of an attack can also help to ameliorate the pain, if not to knock it out altogether. Hang in there. You are not alone. Jerry |
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