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Title: Where were you when I needed you Post by allbetternow on Aug 3rd, 2009 at 10:49pm
Hi everyone, I just found this site by accident. I say where were you when I needed you because my CH started when I was 16. That was many years ago...I'm 50 now.
I suffered for so many years and no doctor could help me. I had teeth pulled....cortizone shots for years in my nose....allergy shots weekly.....many different drugs that doctors put me on....I almost killed myself by overdosing on one of those drugs. That was not on purpose but because I just thought taking more of it would make the pain go away. I would beg God to take me nightly when they would come. I would get them mostly in the summer and fall. They would last for about a month...every day and night and then suddenly would disappear for months at a time. I was 30 years old and one day I was reading a newspaper and they had a doctors column. This doctor from New York was talking about Cluster Headaches and I realized that all the symptoms were mine. It said that 90 percent of the cases were men who were smokers. The article talked about some medication that you put under your tongue (can't remember the name) and also talked about oxygen. I brought the article to my doctor and he didn't believe that was what I had. At the time I was having CHs daily and was wishing I would have one right in his office...but of course that wouldn't happen. I begged him to let me just try the drug which at the time was new from what he said. It didn't work. I went back to him for the oxygen perscription. He didn't want to do it and I sat there and just cried and cried....he gave in. I used it for 2 weeks faithfully. I had a tank by my bed and a portable one that I took with me to work. By the end of the two weeks the CHs were gone. I am happy to say that from age 30 until now I have not had a single CH. What happened? It was a miracle I'm sure. The reason I'm writing right now is because something happened recently that scared me. The other night I awoke with the pain in the temple starting. I knew that pain so well from the past. I jumped out of bed and put some Ben Gay on my temple and under my eye (that seemed to relieve some of the pain many years ago). My nose started to unblock and my eyes watered and the pain went away. Are they starting again? God I hope not. The one thing I know though is I will not be alone. Thank God for computers and places like this website where information is abundant. I understand completely what everyone on here is going through. You are the strongest people I know to keep going daily and never giving up. Thank you |
Title: Re: Where were you when I needed you Post by Jimi on Aug 3rd, 2009 at 11:15pm
Welcome to the nuthouse. 20years without a hit. That is fantastic. I hope that your cycle is not starting back after all these years. If it does, come straight here and tell us about it and we will see if we can help.
I am 60 and mine started at the age of 21. I have been pf however since 2000. |
Title: Re: Where were you when I needed you Post by George on Aug 4th, 2009 at 12:00am
Hi there, and welcome. :)
Great to hear you've been pain free for so long. I'm a long-term episodic myself--started at the age of 13. I'm 55 now. Currently, I'm just over 3 years pain free. It's a beautiful thing. I've wondered as well what it might have been like to have met the folks here, way back when. How difficult it must have been for those who struggled with these for so many years--alone. The condition's nothing new, but the power of this community has changed things for the better for thousands. Maybe the things you've learned in your own fight with this madness will make all the difference to someone here one day. It happens every day. Welcome home. ;) Best wishes, George |
Title: Re: Where were you when I needed you Post by BarbaraD on Aug 4th, 2009 at 7:59am
Welcome to Clusterville,
Now you ARE NOT alone... this is one community that UNDERSTANDS CH. In the last 10 years or so there's been a lot posted on this board and a lot of changes to our treatments. (O2 is one of the things we're doing a little different these days thanks to the research that's been done). Hopefully you won't come into full cycle, but if you do - this is the place to be... Hugs BD :-* |
Title: Re: Where were you when I needed you Post by Callico on Aug 4th, 2009 at 11:06am
Glad you found us, and I really hope you don't need us! Isn't it amazing how after 20 yrs just the twinges can recall the agony from so long ago? I know that I don't remember the pain from accidents or surgeries from that long ago, but CH is indelibly stamped in our consciousnesses.
Hoping you remain PF. Jerry |
Title: Re: Where were you when I needed you Post by Brew on Aug 5th, 2009 at 2:11pm
When you were most in need, the internet didn't exist.
Great new invention, the internet. Eh? |
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