I did think at first about the worm wooing but realised that it may be a little raw in the minds of the readers of these tales.
I suppose it would probably start in my teens, in the years of urges and want..
I did think on where it should start and I can think of lots of times at when maybe it should, but that’s not what it’s about.
I suppose this is about a 50 something that’s going through the riggers of life.

In the last 2 years it seems someone somewhere thought “I’ll give him a little challenge”
“Come on son” cope with the double loss of your Dad and mum in law, don’t worry about the clusters or your mum with the stroke, it really doesn’t matter you lost you job, Bugger!! a heart attack …. No problem…
Do they really know what I think about death.
This is something I think about daily,
I really wish at times that it was the end and I’m not ashamed to say
Some have vented their feelings of cold unemotional thoughts through the media of PM’s. wink wink aye Brew.
I’m really touched by the responses from others.
I do respectfully … No I’m sorry but it was something that was not in my mind set at the time (you looking brew)
I have the NHS crisis team looking after me at the moment
So when I feel hopefully ok I’d love to add something to your…our site
With your consent
Colin.

Hey...

I'm sort of a direct, no BS kinda guy - so I'll just say it straight out: You are posting, so it would be my assumption that you are willing to talk.

What happened, Colin?

Marc

Happy to see you back on the board Colin!!

Marc is so right.....talking is your very best friend!!!  I'm speaking from experience, having survived 2 suicide attempts within a 3 week period in early 98 as a result of my inability to cope with the beast any longer (or so I had convinced myself at the time I guess).  It was "talking" during the year in psych and rehab that allowed me to begin to recover from a 30 year battle with PTSD and the demon!!

If you're not comfortable talking about it here, please feel free to contact me via PM or email!!  "Permanent solutions to a temporary problem", really never have to be an option if we don't let them Colin!!

Best Regards

Dallas Denny