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Title: New sufferer. Scared and paranoid Post by DamnClusterHeadaches on May 3rd, 2011 at 8:07pm
Hello,
I am 25 years old and live in the UK. I was diagnosed with Cluster Headache last week but have had it for about a month now. I have spent 6 days in hospital (Frenchay Nuerology Ward) where they did a CT and MRI scan and they both came back perfectly clear. They constantly did my blood pressure and heart rate and they were perfectly fine. But these headaches I get are somethig else................the pain is sooooo sharp and always in my left eye. I do not get a droppy eyelid or red eye and only had runny nose once. But the pain I get is so hard to cope with and it literally has me rolling around of the floor banging my fists on the floor and swearing at those trying to talk to me. The dizziness is horrible too and literally makes me feel sick, although I have never been sick. The one yesterday lasted for 2 hours, it felt like 5 hours. Light really hurts my left eye during an attack and the only thing I can do is press a towel into the left side of my face. I also smack myself on the left side of my head and temple as the pain is so severe. I sway my head from side to side vigourously and rock backwards and forth. I am so scared all the time now as I can't stand the thought of going though that crap yet again. Every minute just consist of me wondering when it will return and it's a horrible feeling, wondering if it's going to happen in the next 10 or 5 minutes. Is this normal for a Cluster Headache? For the tests to come back ok? My doctor diagnosed me on Wednesday but left me unclear as to what CH is. Thanks for listening and please respond. |
Title: Re: New sufferer. Scared and paranoid Post by George on May 3rd, 2011 at 8:36pm
Well, not much doubt about what you have.
We always emphasize here that it is important to get a proper diagnosis before moving on to treatment, because there are potentially dangerous conditions that can mimic CH. Sounds as if those possibilities have been eliminated. You're going to get a lot of responses from people who are far more knowledgeable about treatment options than I am, so I will just suggest, at this point, that you take a look at the "oxygen info" link on the left side of your screen. Oxygen, delivered at 15 lpm (preferably higher) via a non-rebreather mask (or better) is the gold standard for aborting single attacks. I'll defer to others who will no doubt be providing you with more specific information about abortives and preventives. I know you're scared and disoriented right now, but your diagnosis is actually good news in one respect. CH won't kill you, and--although it cannot be cured outright--it can be treated effectively. Believe me--it's possible to have a fruitful, productive life even if you are a clusterhead. ;) Welcome, and best wishes, George |
Title: Re: New sufferer. Scared and paranoid Post by Linda_Howell on May 4th, 2011 at 7:08pm
DCH, please listen to those above. Don't be scared. We've all been where you are right now. There is light at the end of the tunnel and believe me....you are in the exact right place to be for information as to how to treat this, get relief and get on with your life. I promise. ;)
Read the links to the left, stick around here and read what everyone has to say in the various threads and take some notes. Ask questions. We're here to help. |
Title: Re: New sufferer. Scared and paranoid Post by Charlie on May 4th, 2011 at 9:02pm
Sadly a perfect description of clusters. However, as has been said: It's not all bad. My neurologist knew the minute I described it to him what it was. That was very unusual but what a relief.... well....
Lots of good links on this thread and all over the place. Let us know how you're doing. Charlie |
Title: Re: New sufferer. Scared and paranoid Post by oltwitchy on May 5th, 2011 at 2:41am
Hey DCH,
I am also new to cluster headaches, been experiencing CH since the first of April this year. I am not an expert. Hell, I think I'm below a novice as I don't speak medical and am still in my first cycle. But this site and others linked from it are extremely helpful. This board especially is crammed with useful posts full of information. So trust me when I say look at and read everything you can on this site. I know it's scary, truth be told I'm still scared when I get an attack, but I'm hopeful that there will come a time soon when I can get back to my life and work. Bests, oltwitchy |
Title: Re: New sufferer. Scared and paranoid Post by wimsey1 on May 5th, 2011 at 8:04am
Just damn, Damn! You have every reason to be scared. The pain of a CH attack is worth being ascairt of...but if you listen to those above there is a way to manage it. After almost 25 years myself, the last 4 as a chronic, I can tell you I still get that feeling of panic when an attack is coming (11:30am-1pm; 4-6pm, 11pm-2am that kind of thing) but I take great comfort in knowing my O2 tank and mask are just sittin' in the corner waitin' for me, and my trex is nearby, and I will fight the beast with everything I can throw at it. Become your own best advocate. If Joe were here, he'd say, knowledgable people hurt less! Indeed. God bless. lance
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Title: Re: New sufferer. Scared and paranoid Post by JamieNJ on May 18th, 2011 at 9:57am
HI i am new here too, and feel just like you! i pace around crying waiting for the next one to come and find it difficult to think about anything else. i am trying to figure out the best way to get a handle on this and just wanted to offer you emotional support and let you know your feelings are normal. you are not alone and there is great power in knowing that. hang in there.. we'll all get through this together :)
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