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Cluster Headache Help and Support >> Cluster Headache Specific >> does this mean my nemisis is back http://www.clusterheadaches.com/cgi-bin/yabb2/YaBB.pl?num=1306661708 Message started by Adam A on May 29th, 2011 at 5:35am |
Title: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by Adam A on May 29th, 2011 at 5:35am
not had any now for about 7 months ....but i was woken up by ......? im not sure my own body n mind knowing something is astray......the pain wasnt in full swing not even close ..it was like a reminder lettin me know its there type of thing...near right side of temple ..my right nostril was blocked and still is whilst my left nostril is as clear as the day....
so i took 1 sumitriptan ....and now on edge ...i know im now on full alert.....im glad my body recognised it was happening and allowed me to combat it in its early stage (shadow ) whatever we call it .........i know i need to get o2 tank now.... |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by Guiseppi on May 29th, 2011 at 8:39am
That's how mine come back. The first few are so mild you try and convince yourself it's not really him returning. But inside, you know. Get your tools in order, oxygen, prevents etc. Don't let him catch you flat footed...that hurts. Wishing you a short cycle with a long remission this go round.
Joe |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by Adam A on May 29th, 2011 at 10:25am
thank you joe ...and i will do ...no point in denile and gettin caught out ...if its back its back ....
can i ask you a question ...obviously you dont have to answer im just curious ... you refer to yours as him ...why is that? is there any reason? |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by Brew on May 29th, 2011 at 11:14am adamski wrote on May 29th, 2011 at 10:25am:
I'm not sure why any of us do that. It's a condition, not an entity. And it's a condition that can be dealt with. To give it a persona almost gives it power over us that we are incapable of controlling. |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by vietvet2tours on May 29th, 2011 at 11:19am Brew wrote on May 29th, 2011 at 11:14am:
Ain't that what I been sayin all along? Potter |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by Guiseppi on May 29th, 2011 at 12:34pm
I call him the beast because it makes it something I can identify, and once I've identified him I can fight him. Just my way of coping with CH! ;)
Joe |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by jon019 on May 29th, 2011 at 2:52pm Brew wrote on May 29th, 2011 at 11:14am:
….that is a question I have pondered myself these many years. Even before I’d ever heard of ch.com I referred to “the beast”…that it was the same reference I found when joining only confirmed. Doesn’t mean I don’t agree with Brew …but I think it’s one of those intellectual/emotional (Jefferson would say head vs heart) struggles….that I have never quite figured out. Of course it’s just a “condition”…a freaking bad one…but only “just”. You can reason that one out…and THEN….what other condition has such a malevolent seeming course? Indescribable pain…you beat it back…use ALL your measures…FINALLY breath a sigh of relief…and BAM…back again. Sometimes nothing works and the hit WILL come. The most inopportune times, surprising times, over-past-and above ANY prayers. A shadow or a precursor? I swear I can hear a laugh, or feel a bony hand on the shoulder…maybe a coping mechanism just to SURVIVE…blame it on an “entity” ….hate IT…dunno. I want to be REAL careful here…there are other conditions that go way beyond pain…no matter how bad a pain…that are truly life threatening. (It must be remembered…ch isn’t.) Many resemble an avalanche of inevitability…no damn beast that I can figure…they just are…have seen it…am living it. So…intellectually… I KNOW…emotionally…not there yet. Best, Jon |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by Brew on May 29th, 2011 at 6:28pm
Don't get me wrong - I've done it. Many of us have. I still do from time to time. But any time I go back and read where I've called this f*ckstick "the beast," it usually forces me to rethink why I did that. Most likely it's because I felt particularly helpless when recalling what it's done to me and my family.
And it's usually when you're losing a battle when helplessness sets in. |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by jon019 on May 29th, 2011 at 10:49pm Brew wrote on May 29th, 2011 at 6:28pm:
I got it Bill...no worries Brother ;) |
Title: Re: does this mean my nemisis is back Post by Kevin_M on May 30th, 2011 at 7:08am Brew wrote on May 29th, 2011 at 11:14am:
Yes, there was a time that was, untamed as a beast and being regularly preyed upon. Brew wrote on May 29th, 2011 at 6:28pm:
Agree. Beast fits an expression of its cruelness, and reminder of how it can be if we were less proactive. Learning from what is shared here is restoring and has gratefully changed many, self included. |
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