Good Afternoon Family...

I have received several emails inquiring as to rather or not I was okay. Yes my Dear Family, I am okay, and kind of ashamed for not seeking Prayers and Blessings from you.

Although I never tire of being there for anyone of you, I somehow got it in my mind that I have been putting to much on you guys; because I felt that I myself have been heavily burden this pass year... In my heart I know that I should have, and that I can come to you guys with anything at anytime.. Thanks to many of you, over the years, I have cross a many waters, without bridges. But I somehow convinced my self to take the hard way around... and not share my feelings with you.

With the Home Going Celebrations of my Sister, Birt and Grand daughter Sheena, and  my Niece Shanna's Breast Cancer last year... My on and off, mostly on, cycle I started a downward spiral.. than just a little over a month ago, I celebrated the Home Going Celebration of one of my Best Friends who died of Brain Cancer; and the downward spiral just spent out of control...and I started my own self pity party..

Thanks to all of you who Pray for this entire family all the time (which I'm included).. and a special thanks to Linda H., Grandma_Sweet_Boy (Carol), Callico & His Wife, Linda and my Seester Jackie...
I decided that the Pity Party is over,  and thanked God for the beautiful years I had with each of those that I love...  because things could have been...

Be Blessed
LadyLuv


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Missed ya.

    Potter

There comes a time in all of our lives that we just get overwhelmed with life.
In your case, with death of loved ones in such a short period of time.
Sometimes you just have to back away and work through it.
I know where you get your strength and I know that you will be ok.
Welcome back and see you next month. :)

:-*  Glad you are back.

JC

Thanks Guys... I missed you also...

Yes, I will C U next month...

Peace & Blessings
Ruthie

So glad to see you back my Seester.  Bless your heart.  So many losses.....my heart aches for you.

We love you dearly...please, lean on us as we have on you.

I'll see you soon...can't wait to hug your neck!!!! :)  Bet we have a few laughs too... ;D

Much love,
Jackie

You just made my day, pretty lady!  I'm so darned glad to see you back!

Hugs
Carol

It's so easy to withdraw when things get bad. 

I'm glad you're back.  Love you sweetie - and looking forward to seeing you soon.

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I somehow got it in my mind that I have been putting to much on you guys;

We forgive you for your erroneous thinking Ruthie.  Don't ever let it happen again though.   ;)

I guess I can only speak for myself, but I want to know when a family member here is going through a rough time.  Even if all we can do is pray, make you smile, let you vent and maybe even offer some advice that you hadn't thought of. 

You are loved around this place my dear friend.  Can't wait to hug you next month.

Right back at you guys.... I can't wait for some Cluster Family Hugs...

Luv You All Very Much....

Can't wait for my loud, long hug from my Ladyluv next month. Jowels (my CH stuffed dog!) has been on my dashboard since the last convention and will be making the trip with me in July. You've been missed lady. [smiley=hug.gif]

Joe

Now Ruthie, if you can't lean on us, what are we here for?

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Can't wait to see you in Nashville!  really hoping that you are going to be our auctioneer again!

love,
me

I love you Ruthie!  And take comfort in the fact that home is never far away and that those who have gone there, are still around.  You just can't see or hear them, but they sure do worry about you!  Angels always do ya know. ;)

My prayers and love to you my friend, and you never have, and never will, put too much burden on any of us here!  Got that?  Good! ;)

Hugs and smooches,
:)melly

Oh Ruthie..."His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me." ....and so do we...you are in my daily thoughts and prayers...online or not....BETTER on line!

Love,

Jon

Welcome home, girl! C'mon in and sit a spell.

Hi Ruthie, good to see you again  :)

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I will make every attempt to keep it together, and if I find myself falling again.. I will reach out for my  CH Family... U Silly Willie's made me cry :'(, and I've did enough of that... only this time, they were tears of joy.



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I love you Ruthie!  And take comfort in the fact that home is never far away and that those who have gone there, are still around.  You just can't see or hear them, but they sure do worry about you!  Angels always do ya know. Wink My prayers and love to you my friend, and you never have, and never will, put too much burden on any of us here!  Got that?  Good! Wink Hugs and smooches, Smileymelly

Yes Mel, I do know that my Angels are watching over me... But I had my eyes closed and didn't see them.. My eyes are now open and slowing but surely, my strength is building and I can see the smiles of my Angles [smiley=engel017.gif] and also, the love of my CH Family..


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Jowels (my CH stuffed dog!

Shame on you Joseppi... You Stuffed Your Doggie ;D..

Luv You Guys and, and I Pray that it be Gods Will for me to see you next month...

Luv & Hugs
Peace & Blessings

::) [smiley=crackup.gif] [smiley=crackup.gif] ::)

I glad to see you back we have missed you .You know you can count on us when you need anything.
Hugs and PF wishes
b

Love ya Ruthie! See you in a few weeks!

I'm glad you're back, Ruthie. :)

Sanna

Good to see you posting Ruthie :)  You were certainly missed.

*hugs*
Luv Cat

My dear Chocolate Betty!!

I cannot say how sad I am to read of all the losses you've had and so close together. I can't begin to imagine what you've been through recently, I wish there was some way to make it better. 

I'm glad you remembered how many people love you here....there's no shame in being human!  (I find myself saying that a lot lately)

Love you my dear, OXO
Pepp   [smiley=hug.gif]

Sorry I missed your sadness sweet Ruth... I am newly back too.  Love to you girlfriend.

ree