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Cluster Headache Help and Support >> Medications, Treatments, Therapies >> I need someone's honest opinion on this. http://www.clusterheadaches.com/cgi-bin/yabb2/YaBB.pl?num=1309777246 Message started by zacsz on Jul 4th, 2011 at 7:00am |
Title: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by zacsz on Jul 4th, 2011 at 7:00am
Okay, so progress with my head has been unbearably slow. I have been suffering from massive attacks for the past year and a half, with no respite, no cycles, no nothing. The current medications I've been put on is high dose verapamil (going up to close to a gram a day, but not there yet- 480 mg right now, the quick release stuff 4 times a day... I take two in the morning, then 1, 1 and 2). The most recent diagnosis is atypical clusters; "atypical" does nothing for my treatment because it leads to more stabbing in the dark.
I went to Thomas Jefferson and I'm sad to say it was the most useless, overhyped and frustrating doctor appointment I've ever been to. This "five hour appointment" was 3-and-half hours of waiting, 20 minutes with the actual doctor, and I thought he was an a-hole. All he did was put me on the verapamil, which is fine, and Sumavel... even though Immitrex has NEVER worked for my head and continues not to. The Sumavel gives very, very little relief. Takes the worst edge off, but that's about the best it does. My relief from triptans in general has never been really all that marked. By the end of the summer it looks like I'll have an appointment with the Cleveland Clinic. I also take percocet when the headaches get really bad, and that works on occasion. I do get absolute and immediate relief from IV opiates when it comes to the emergency room and I get a sufficient dose. I am well aware opiates do nothing for most CH sufferers, but they do for me. Plain and simple. I am with a headache specialist in NYC now who knows very well about clusters and is the one prescribing the percocet, and the sole reason he does that is because I get relief from it. EDIT: Am also on O2 as an abortive. Does not help. At 15+ LPM (Dr. said try whatever I need.) So here's the question: now that it's been a year and a half with no break, I've been on amitriptyline, topamax, verapamil once before (though probably not a sufficient dose), and indocin (when my HA specialist thought it was Paroxsysmal Hemicrania). Do you think there will ever be a right time for me to float the possibility of adding ER opiates to the regimen to see if it does anything WITH the verapamil to help curb these? Or IM injecton as an abortive? I had five surgeries on my back beginning in the fall of 2008. The second to last of those left me with an infection that no one knew I had and caused me to be in severe, debilitating pain that required the use of extended release opiates then, for five months. This was before my headaches. Unfortunately, I had to deal with the inherent problems of tolerance and physical addiction, and after that decided to go cold turkey when the time was up because weaning did no help. Because of the above fact and because I know first hand the negative side effects of opiates, if the only thing you have to tell me about this is the ineffectiveness of opiates against CH or the problems with tolerance, addiction, and withdrawal, I respectfully request you do not respond. That is not my question and I am well aware of those issues. I'm not trying to be rude, but I know. I know. The reality is everyone is different, and though opiates are generally not the answer this would absolutely not be first line treatment. Perhaps this is not a question for my HA specialist but a pain management doctor, though OF COURSE if I went that route I would continue working with my HA specialist and have them work together. Again, I beg of all of you who are on an anti-opiate crusade to refrain from beating me up about this. I understand the negative feeling towards these medications because for most they do no good and the problems associated with them often outweigh the benefits. So, again, I respect your efforts in helping to keep those who don't ever need them off of them, but I've been there and done that. If, however, you have an honest and thoughtful opinion about this... please, I'm all ears. This may or may not be an option to pursue for various reasons, but physical tolerance and addiction is no longer the first of these reasons, for me. Thanks to all. |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by Kevin_M on Jul 4th, 2011 at 7:29am Quote:
Unusual Immitrex doesn't work, but you are increasing the verap and recently arrived at 480mg. There have been times I've already been on 480mg of verap for a long while, which can usually hold things ok, but there have been times that increasing to 720mg was needed for short periods to arrest the breakthoughs. Even 900mg a couple times. Check with your doc. If you are recently increasing the verapamil, do it gradually and it needs to be given time. Oxygen is a good abortive. |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by Bob Johnson on Jul 4th, 2011 at 7:54am
The duration and complexity of your medical history puts our experience and counsel likely not useful or effective for you.
That Imitrex has not worked (normally 90% effective) hints at the possibility that a different syndrome may be working, i.e., cluster-LIKE headache. These are quite different conditions which mimic Cluster but which are not primary headache disorders. Medical literature on this issue is slowing increasing and so this concept is only a tease for your doctors to look at you with fresh eyes. But, suggest you print out the following and ask your docs to consider..... == Link to: cluster-LIKE headache. Section, "Medications, Treatments, Therapies --> "Important Topics" --> "Cluster-LIKE headache" === Troubling to hear about the Jefferson experience but we all know that one jerk doesn't make the system--thankgoodness! |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by zacsz on Jul 4th, 2011 at 11:49am
Guiseppi, thanks, that is extremely helpful.
Edit: and I will be sure to keep you all updated. There truly doesn't seem to be any other cause behind my headaches; I've had exhaustive testing to check for all kinds of things, though I can certainly ask my HA specialist if there's something else he can think of or bring in some of the things from here, although I know for a fact he reads this forum. (I tried to tell him something I learned from here and he said "I know, I know, I read clusterheadaches.com and all the other ones.") So I do consider him incredibly well informed, on board with me, and determined to help. I have an appt on July 14th, I'll let you know what happens. |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by Karla on Jul 4th, 2011 at 1:25pm
I have been on the fentanyl patch for 10 years and been completly pain free. I to had very little luck with all the meds I tried. A very long list of meds to be exact. The oxygen and lithium quit working for me after a time so I was stuck with little options. Went to a ha clinic and verified I had tried everything out there at proper doses and was put on fentanyl patch 50 mcg every 3 days. It has litteraly given me my life back. I pray the day never comes when It quits working. I used to get 8 hits a day each 1 1/2 hours long and was chronic and suicidal. I tried methadone but was such a zombie on it I had to go off. You may want to consider trying the cluster buster methods. I tried one and was pain free for over 5 months but then it quit working for me as well. Good luck finding something that works for you.
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Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by wimsey1 on Jul 5th, 2011 at 8:44am Quote:
I guess I'm not clear on what you're asking. I'm not sure to whom such a question would be addressed except your doc. Most of us have had to resort to opiates at one time or another, and no, they have not worked for me. They work for you? That's between you and your doc. I would note however you are still on the low side for both verapamil and O2. It seems to me you are looking for permission rather than advice. If permission: go for it, under the care of your physician. If advice: perhaps explore higher doses of verapamil (I'm on 640 and counting), verapamil + lithium or something, and O2 with a demand flow valve coupled with energy drinks. Or try them all. I was willing to try about anything, including rubbing sticks together while mumbling if I thought it would help. The good thing is you have not given up. Don't. Keep on it and find what will work. Perhaps a high dose of antihistamine will turn the trick for you. You never know. So while I will not endorse the route you are on, I understand your need to find relief. Good luck, keep us informed. Blessings. lance |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by zacsz on Jul 6th, 2011 at 9:40pm
Thanks, lance. I'm at a standstill with the Verapamil right now because it's causing constipation issues, like it will. Ideally I think everyone would like me to explore higher doses, including myself, but my doc says I can't go up at least for a little while. (Of course, opiates will also cause that problem so... I don't know). I also can't take lithium or anything like it because I'm currently on a mood stabilizer and have a psychiatric history. I've been stable for 3 years so I don't necessarily think it would hurt but at the same time is probably not the best idea and in some ways is a less palatable line of treatment for myself than some others because God knows if it will throw me off my rocker. (I was on lithium once when I was much younger and it made me violently ill, to boot.) This also means I have a lot of people to talk to before I even THINK about the ClusterBuster methods.
I know what you mean about two sticks, I always said if my doctor thought holding me upside down by the ankles and shaking me would help I'd let him do it. I also know all of us can sympathize with the need to find relief. Never tried energy drinks, it's a good thought. I've read about the demand valve but I'm a little concerned about sinking too much money into my O2 set-up only because it has given me not the slightest relief thus far. I know it's probably worth a shot, but as we also all know all this treatment is expensive and my current specialist doesn't take my insurance so every penny I save is important. I'll talk to him about the demand valve though and see if he thinks it's a worthwhile investment for higher flow rates, and definitely ask about the energy drinks too. And, no, I am not giving up any time soon. I have a life to get back to, eventually. I'll keep you all posted on what happens; appointment is in 9 days. Also considering getting another occipital nerve block to see if it helps. I got one last week and it seemed to at least cut down on the severity of my HAs... though definitely didn't do away with them, even for a few days. EDIT: Also, Lance, I think my question was more about whether anyone had an opinion on if I've done enough so far to consider inquiring about the opiate route. I know there are many, many people who had to suffer years before doing that (and many, many people that those medications will never help) but I just can't wait 10 years worth of more failed meds. I never want my neuro to think I'm begging for them, because I'm not, and I also know that's a very personal question and I obviously can't include my entire medical history... but every opinion I can gather on here matters to me. I know we're all in a much better place with medication and alternative healing than we all were 10, 20, 30 years ago and I'm sure I won't have to wait that long to find relief... but even a day is too long for anyone to have to deal with this. I'm also really hoping to go back to school this fall but I can't in the spot I'm in, so even if we have to do something that's not ideal with the caveat of perhaps changing the line of treatment when I'm home in the winter (I'm lucky; I'm on trimesters and have a 6 week winter break), I just want to be able to function those first 10 weeks at school and keep trekking on. EDIT #2: Also, I have an appointment with The Cleveland Clinic on August 8th... so, that's great news. |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by Guiseppi on Jul 6th, 2011 at 9:46pm
It's been said a lot but bears repeating, attitude is everything. Wishing you peace and some pain free time soon.
Joe |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by petros on Jul 7th, 2011 at 6:27pm
I live in Holland, and i really don't know any of the medicine that are mentioned by you all. I started on oxygen today, but it doesn't seem to do much. I also use Sumatriptan 6mg injections, or Imigran injections.taking about three of them a day.
Does anyone have any experience with that? |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by zacsz on Jul 7th, 2011 at 10:49pm
Petros, check out the O2 information page on here; it is a very effective abortive for most people when used correctly. You can find it right on the lefthand sidebar when you're on the home page.
As for the sumatriptan, that's the generic name for Immitrex or Sumavel here in the US. That is also very effective for most cluster sufferers. I'm definitely not as knowledgeable on some on either of these things, but you should absolutely read the oxygen information page on here; I found it very helpful even though oxygen is not very effective for me either. You may need to be on a higher flow rate than you are right now. Definitely give the sumatriptan at least a few goes, too. Like I said, I know most CH suffers find great success with that particular medication. ALSO, you should never, ever take more than two sumatriptan doses in a 24-hour period. Taking too many will cause rebounds, and taking more than 2 in a 24 hour period is contraindicated by the safety recommendations on triptans. |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by wimsey1 on Jul 8th, 2011 at 7:51am Quote:
Exactly what I was going to say...unless of course you're using the wonderful trex tip on the left to cut each injection to about 2mg/shot. Blessings. lance |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by TarHeel-blues on Jul 10th, 2011 at 12:54pm
hey zacsz i definatly can understand your frustration with the o2 as i had a similar experience,,but DONT GIVE UP ON IT!!
if money is a issue as it was for me just purchase a o2 welding regulator for around 40 bucks and your flowing practically unlimited flow rates,,worked for me and im glad i listened to everybody telling me not to stop trying,,im aborting at approx 45-60 lpm and it works great,i also purchased the mask from this site which was the best money spent thus far(thanks again ch.com),, it can work for you i just think you havent tried the right combo yet, have you tried the combo in batches 123 pf thread?that also helped alot for me |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by Callico on Jul 10th, 2011 at 2:14pm
You know the dangers of dependency/addiction having been there as have I, so I'll not tell you no to Opiates. Anyone else I would. There are three other things I think I would try first though. Lithium added to the Verap has worked well for some, although not me. 15LPM O2 didn't work for me either, and I gave up on it several years ago. I was finally convinced to give it another try at 25lpm and it made all the difference in the world. I've not tried higher rates yet, but may if I continue having issues. The third one I would suggest is not in order of effectiveness at all, and that would be Clusterbusters. It has given many their lives back. Read the stories there carefully and contact some of the folks and talk with them about it. The best thing about it is that it is totally non-addictive. That's something for folks like us who have been that route to think about.
Energy drinks were mentioned, and they can be a big help to me, but won't totally kill a hit. They will usually knock one down several clicks though if I get to one right away, so they might be something for you to consider. Jerry |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by zacsz on Jul 10th, 2011 at 6:10pm
Thanks, Jerry, that's all very helpful. The biggest problems with some of this stuff is the fact I have a psychiatric history (bipolar type II). I did mention in an above post I don't think I can take Lithium for my headaches because a) I'm currently on a mood stabilizer and I'm not sure how they would interact, though I'll certainly mention it to my HA specialist and psych and b) I was on Lithium for my bipolar a few years ago and it made me VIOLENTLY ill. Also due to my psychiatric history, I'm not even really all that sure the Clusterbuster methods are a viable option for me, but I'm also going to at least mention it to my psychiatrist first and see what he has to say. I obviously want to make sure anything I do is as safe as it possibly can be, both physically and emotionally. I've been stable for 3 years and I'm a little concerned adding lithium could do me a lot of harm (and again, made me so, so, SO sick the last time). All that said, most of my psychiatric difficulties were during my teens and they're such a crazy time to begin with. My psychiatrist thinks I'll eventually be able to completely go off my mood stabilizer, so perhaps lithium wouldn't affect me as negatively emotionally as it might have in the past. There's still that worry, though, so I have to weigh and measure. And, not to reiterate it too many times, but that's also with the caveat that I don't get as physically ill as I did last time if it ends up being something everyone thinks I can try again.
I have read a lot about Clusterbusters and watched many videos on it. I'm very interested in it if it turns out it's something I, personally, can pursue safely. I am also going to continue to work on the oxygen and see what I can do to get it to work. Unfortunately, some of my medical history may prohibit me from trying some of the medications that are indeed helpful for many others. It's a hard reality, but it means I have to somehow work around it if I want to feel better and be at a functioning state. The largest comfort in the opiates over some other medications for me, right this second, is the fact that I know they help and should have very little impact on my emotional well being compared to other psychoactive medications (give or take, you know what I mean). Thanks again to all for the help. |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by zacsz on Jul 10th, 2011 at 6:20pm TarHeel-blues wrote on Jul 10th, 2011 at 12:54pm:
Tarheel, two things: first of all, I'm definitely not totally giving up on the O2. That advice was all very helpful and I'll look into it. The problem is my head is still so completely out of control that as I'm working on the oxygen I really need another change in the regimen, even if it's temporary. I hope with all my heart that I can figure out a way to make the oxygen work, because it's obviously a much better solution than immitrex, other triptans, and certainly opiates. The quote I included in this post I just don't understand. If you can elaborate than I'll certainly let you if I've tried it! |
Title: Re: I need someone's honest opinion on this. Post by Guiseppi on Jul 10th, 2011 at 6:40pm
He did a short hand of Batch's post...under the meds section...."123 pain free days and i think I know why"....it's the link on the vitamin/mineral/inti inflammatory regimen........people are referring to it as the 123 thread! ;)
Joe |
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