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Supporter's Corner >> Supporter's Corner >> Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube http://www.clusterheadaches.com/cgi-bin/yabb2/YaBB.pl?num=1302320628 Message started by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 8th, 2011 at 11:43pm |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 9th, 2011 at 3:25pm
thanks Batch! I been a guinea pig for all theat stuff. Nothing worked...you name it. I tried it.
What my video doesnt mention is that I manage on my own day to day with support of my fiance and son. I dont take preventatives or abortives because they dont work for me. What worked for some doesnt work for others. I use Aleve for very minor attacks and Imitrex injections for severe. I suck it up and live with these day in day out. I have never been eposodic. I am 110% chronic. 5.5 years and not ONE DAY off. EVER. I been to neurologist like most have been to coffee shops. I deal with it best I can. The one video of me having the attack is like a Kip 6/7. Not even close to a Kip 10. I have often though of doing a Kip 10 video BUT i dont ask for pitty from no one. Just understanding. Iam last guy to ever want pitty or to feel sorry for. I made the videos to explain to people what it is, how it is and so forth. I am not depressed. Not even sad. I get sad when I have an attack but hey thats par for course. I am a fairly adjusted man. yeah I have my bad days but who doesnt on here. I refuse to be pumped full of drugs to try to help me when 3 solid years of crap pumped into my body did absolutely NOTHING. Except bad side effects. The straw that broke the camels back was impotence. Once that happened I poured every pill down the toilet. And within a week I was back to normal. Not once ever did my attacks subside or get 1 percent relief from all those drugs. Not once. All that money spent got my no where. So for me...its mind over matter. I have what I have and move forward. I came close to death2x 3 years ago. My son helped me. The reason i chose to live. My fiance thinks I am extremly strong guy. I beg to differ. I just came to acceptance. I appreciate all the drug advice people have given me. but i tried it all and nothign works. My nuerologist said its less than 4 percent for chronic sufferers to find any releif or abortive yada yada. So i wake up each day, trying to smile. I get knocked down. I stand back up. I recently broken my right hand and still have a severe sprained ankle after 5 months of physio. Nothing is as bad as a CH but i have has so many i am used to it...kinda. You never get used to it. I just know what to expect. Know what I mean? I average 5 attacks a day. Some days over 10. 3 if I am very lucky. and definately 2 Kip 10s a day minimum. I have thick skin. The only thing that bothers me mentally is having my son and fiance watch me suffer day in day out. They have no idea what i go through yet I have no idea how sad it must be to watch me suffer helplessly. with that being said thanks for the support from CH.com and my family and friends. last thing I will mention as I posted it many times on youtube. i will never ever in my life try any illegal narcotic for my Chs. EVER. I respect others opinions and views. Just respect mine. It will never happen. Thanks all and have a super day ! |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by vietvet2tours on Apr 9th, 2011 at 4:03pm
You never mentioned oxygen. Tried it?
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 9th, 2011 at 4:39pm
yes, and all he above...like i said....I was a guniea pig for try this try that....what works for some, dont work for me.
O2 does not work for me. |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 9th, 2011 at 5:14pm
I have really bad irritable Bowel syndrome. I will have to lok further into this as my stomach is beyond sensitive. I tried fish oil before and I got really sick. Perhaps to much iron? not sure. I have to be really carefull. Iam lastose intolerant aswell. Common with IBS. Anything high in acid and I am on toilet ALL DAY. its just under control now somewhat and I dont want to mess with it. Ill do some research and look into it. I only recently because intrested in naturual remedies and homipath as I take COLD F/X daily and have NOT had the flu, cold or anything in 2 yrs 4 months. Its a cold immune system booster sold here in Canada. It works.
Anytime I have started satking supliments/vitamins and so forth my IBS goes like wildfire. Seems I cant win. LOL Had IBS as far as I can remember so nothing new. I just deal with it. I also have exzema to top off my monthly doctors appointments! LOL ;D Medically I am a doctors dream. Also have arthritis in lower back, rosascia and still my asprianed anlkle of 5 months and broken 5th metacarpil. LOL....and you think you had a bad day.....try wiping after a #2 on one foot with your oppostie hand while having an attack! Now thats a sight to see. LOL I have to laugh about it, because if I didnt....id be something messed up! :'( |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 9th, 2011 at 7:59pm
does anyone know how to post the videos on here without cut and pasting the link like I did...meaning to show the video in a box?
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Skyhawk5 on Apr 10th, 2011 at 1:24am
I watched your videos, good work. I'm curious, when you tried O2 what type of mask did you use? If it was a nasal canula or mask without a bag, these do not work to abort CH hits.
What flow or LPM did you use? Did you get on the O2 at the first sign of pain?? There are many on this Board that said, "O2 doesn't work for me" only to find that it can with correct equipment and technique. I've used O2 for CH almost 23 yrs, and it's one thing I can't live without. Best of Luck, Don (across the bridge) |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by E-Double on Apr 10th, 2011 at 1:41pm
Very powerful!
It's like looking in the mirror. I understand being fed up with meds. I gave up on meds and completed detox in 06 and have been in a chronic state since 04. I'm med free since 06 with exception of O2 and the once in a blue moon use of imitrex and or zyprexa. For me I encountered every side effect and that was worse than the pain as it shut me down from being functional. I need my wits for my job. I can deal with the pain. I'll abort. I couldnt deal with being slow Hang in there!!!! Eric |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 10th, 2011 at 5:21pm
Eric, yo hit the nail on the head. I have no intrest in trying any more drugs. Finally someone who understands !
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Batch on Apr 11th, 2011 at 3:28pm
CHS,
It appears you missed the operable part of E-Double's post... "with exception of O2" he uses it successfully. That helps him avoid mirroring your video when the beast attacks him. For a second time... What oxygen flow rate were you using and did the non-rebreathing mask have a 3-liter reservoir bag? From my experience and that of several other CH'ers, too low an oxygen flow rate and a 1-liter reservoir bag is almost a sure recipe for long or no aborts with oxygen therapy at the higher pain levels. Take care, V/R, Batch |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Bri13 on Apr 12th, 2011 at 3:36pm
I can't pretend to know how you feel, I've never suffered through these types of headaches, but the man I love does. Everyday he suffers with the pain and like you he does not let it get him down, he goes to work everyday, never calls off. It is hard on him but he never asks for pity or whines about any of it. And like you he has tried different meds and none of them have worked he has yet to try O2 because he has no insurance but I don't think he wants to go down that road. I don't even know that he could have it at the place where he is staying. Any way I commend you for being so strong and dealing with it and not letting it get you down.
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 12th, 2011 at 8:22pm
thanks for the kind words. I went to Police College and they say it takes a certain kinda person to be a cop. No iam not a cop(CH) and it also takes a certain kinda person to live with ch. Hope your guy stays strong!
for the record. yes I tried 02.DOES NOT WORK FOR ME! :) |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Brew on Apr 12th, 2011 at 9:00pm
Specifically, how did you use O2? Flow rate? Type of mask? Breathing method?
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 12th, 2011 at 11:35pm
i dont need to answer that. I said i tried it, it dont work, leave it at that please and thank you
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by E-Double on Apr 13th, 2011 at 1:35am ClusterHeadacheSurvivor wrote on Apr 12th, 2011 at 11:35pm:
What's up brother!?! I will support your quest fir knowledge and survival and of course support; however, your last statement came off not only as abrubt or curt but as very defensive. Whatever you think you may have tried there are Those who have tried more and have learned and are now teaching the rest of us how to make certain tools work better. I've told you that I only use oxygen bEcause I don't want to deal with meds. That doesn't make me extra tough or stubborn it makes me a man who learned to deal with CH a certain way through experience and education. With all due respect you're coming off as I'd you are trying to be a martyr |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Brew on Apr 13th, 2011 at 7:08am
Put down the gun, bro. There are literally hundreds of different ways to use oxygen, and only one or two of them will abort a cluster headache. That's why I asked.
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Linda_Howell on Apr 13th, 2011 at 12:28pm Quote:
WoW! Earlier you were thanking everyone for all the support you've recieved here and now this statement. Oxygen is one of the major abortives that works so well for so many if it is delivered properly that you won't find many folks here who WON'T try to promote it's use. We do that as part of our support for one another in an effort to ease unnecessary pain. |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by flipperlips on Apr 13th, 2011 at 12:51pm
CHS O2 didn't work for my husband at first either, but we found out with the help of the people here that he wasn't using it properly. He wasn't using the right mask, LPM or hyperventilating.
That's why everyone is asking how you were using it...they're just trying to help. |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Jeannie on Apr 13th, 2011 at 12:51pm
Hi CHS,
I've been a sufferer for 30 years. I had my first CH when I was ten and was misdiagnosed till I was 28. I found this place three years ago. I have learned more in those three years here than in all the years before, combined. I'm still asking questions and learning. I'm suffering a lot less because of it. It took me a while to listen; I was sure that what worked for them wouldn't work for me. Boy, am I glad I wised up and tried some of the suggestions I got. I hope you do too. PF wishes, Jeannie |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 13th, 2011 at 6:35pm
yes I thank you for your support and ultimately its my decision to try or not to try. I came back here to share and talk. To each their own! Whatever works for you and helps you great, I take eveyones comments with a grain of salt. I hae thick skin, I am the least bit offended nor did I mean to offend anyone either. Right now I just choose not to try anymore.I am content where I am at, thanks
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Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by E-Double on Apr 13th, 2011 at 6:58pm
As long as you are at peace my brother!
That's the bottom line. I don't care what you or anyone does as long as you don't suffer needlessly. That's it my friend. Pain free peaceful times to you Eric |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Brew on Apr 13th, 2011 at 7:39pm
For whatever reason, it seems important to you that you not share the details of your trials with O2. I can live with that.
I wish you peace and pain-free times. |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Linda_Howell on Apr 13th, 2011 at 10:10pm I suppose that we all gleaned from your first several posts that you WEREN'T content with where you were at. Our bad, and I personally apologize for trying to help. Quote:
All righty then. I respect that. Good luck to you. :-/ |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by Jeannie on Apr 14th, 2011 at 9:31am
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"Dont know if I am doing this correct or if i have the correct forum....but I mad eboth these videos in hopes of helping someone who suffers or knows of someone suffering." We see you "suffering" and want to help in the same way that you do. All of us here know that pain that we see in the video.... It's only natural for us to want to help you. I feel sad that you don't want it. Take care, Jeannie |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by ClusterHeadacheSurvivor on Apr 15th, 2011 at 7:37am
I was a guniea pig for meds for 3 years. I only ever got one thing...bad side effects. Not 1% releif. I can not afford to try anything as i have no money for meds and cant afford it. Oxygen is very expensive here. I take Aleve gel for mild attacks. I have only 6 imitrex injections left from when I had benefits. When I run out I dont know what I am going to do. I did try 02 with the rebreather mask etc. I wish it owuld have worked. My next appt with my neurologist in sept. So I will present to him my financial position and explain where I am. I am sure he will come up with an alternative. Unfortunately as many of you know...this disease is very expensive. Its also a personal decision not to try to put more meds in. 3 soid years of crap pumped into my body didnt do me any good. I do appreciate the support and ooffers of advice. But altimatley its my decision.
When I get attacks I suffer just like all of you do. But i know there is an end and I justhope its not bad but look at my family and know it will soon be over. Alot of this disease is mind over matter. Took me many years to think this way. That helps me with my attacks, I cherish the times of the day I am not having one. every person deals with it differently.Same disease. different people, different way of thinking. Thanks for yoir opinions, supprt and love. I do appreciate it despite what you think or dont think Lots of love |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Videos of me on youtube Post by jon019 on Apr 15th, 2011 at 10:45pm Linda_Howell wrote on Apr 13th, 2011 at 10:10pm:
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