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Daily Chat >> General Posts >> Cluster Headache Awareness Day 21st March 2019 http://www.clusterheadaches.com/cgi-bin/yabb2/YaBB.pl?num=1552902480 Message started by Tony Only on Mar 18th, 2019 at 5:48am |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Awareness Day 21st March 2019 Post by AussieBrian on Mar 21st, 2019 at 7:59am
It's not the pain of this attack, regardless how brutal it becomes.
For me it's the fear of the next attack, because I know it's coming and there's nothing I can do to stop it. Then the next one, and the next one, and the next one... Stalked Staring at an empty page, Pen in hand, mind all black. The beast is prowling, hear it growling, Circling ready for next attack. Too scared to sleep, too weak to weep, Cowering in fear of what’s ahead, I know it can’t kill me, but still it can fill me With terror unquenchable, bottomless dread. No second chances, the monster advances, The stalking’s over, it’s time for the fight. No ducking or weaving, just bucking and heaving, The claws have sunk in and now comes the bite. The lashing, the crashing, the gnashing of teeth As my skull slowly crumples, bone torn apart. Talons of fire take my eye entire, It’s merciless, endless, cut blind to the heart. How long has it been, a minute? A year? Where am I? Is it over, or just a reprieve? I know that it’s out there just watching, and waiting, And gloating, and hoping I really believe That it’s gone forever, in future it’ll never Come back to attack, where-ever and when. I’m beaten, defeated, the beast has feasted, Again, and again, and again and again. |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Awareness Day 21st March 2019 Post by pattik on Mar 21st, 2019 at 10:01am
Tony...thanks for promoting the name change idea. I have always felt that categorizing CH as headache only is quite inadequate.
Brian...YOU ARE AWESOME! Truly great work. Patti |
Title: Re: Cluster Headache Awareness Day 21st March 2019 Post by Mike NZ on Mar 22nd, 2019 at 1:14am AussieBrian wrote on Mar 21st, 2019 at 7:59am:
And never knowing when a cycle might arrive, totally out of the blue. |
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