After a visit today to the hospital, for another injection (GON) and to talk to the neurologist, about the latest
results from the Endocrinology and the (by now limited options) for treatment….
After the meeting with the neurologist, I had to go to the department of Osteologie ( measuring the bones
denseness) and meet with the specialist….. well this meeting didn’t go very well…. I was told that the
cortisone treatment effects my bones and with very high likelihood has caused Osteoporosis….
All that after I have told earlier to a “double attack” from the pain therapist and the Neuro. to start and consider
more pragmatic ways to fight CH and that are less aggressive then the GON, and my answer was why should I
I get ample PF time, and am fighting the adverse effects that come with it.
But after the new addition, Osteoporosis, I have right then and there, after a call to Marta, notified the Neuro / pain
that the alternative they have suggested is more then welcome, and they should do all what is needed and initiate
a meeting with the neuro surgeon, as well as the endocrinologist for a (at the moment) implantation of brain
stimulators, occipital brain stimulators.
I know I have to do something, The GON is a good alternative, just not for me, My reaction to the cortisone is way
too strong, and out of the norm.
I have delayed the Operative (surgical) alternative, but now the options are narrowing rapidly, the alternatives,
which way I look are non apealing, or un acceptable for me….. due to high risk at my job, namely the CB alternative,
which was brought up in the meeting with the neuro, but is due to its legal status is out of reach for me, even tough
it could be and with some likelihood a good alternative.
Now that I have to start and befriend my self with the “un spoken” alternative, and start from square one, I feel
frustrated, disappointed, and in a way foolish, I hang my hopes way to high, even tough I was aware of the possible
adverse reactions, and still went for it, and now I have some additional problems which are not trivial, and it will take
some time (about 1 year) to get it back to normal or at least to tolerable status.
I am not defeated… just a lost fight, I am still out there to fight, I will win the battle….. and live my life, as I do now
as in PF times as in fighting times, happily and fully with my supporters bunch.
Michael
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