fubar
Ex Member
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So, this life sure has a way of dishing out stuff I never expected...
Some of you already know I am not moving to Boston as expected. Turns out the company doesn't need me. They came to this conclusion after I told them they don't need me. Go figure. So, they agreed to keep paying me until the end of August at my full salary, and they'll keep my insurance going until February. Not bad, really. But it still left me with the 'oh sit, I need a job now' feeling.
I was a little freaked out. After all, I have no degree and I didn't even graduate high school for real (I took a California High School Proficiency test, it's not even a GED). The last time I was out of work, it took 5 months to land a job, and I nearly went bankrupt.
So, I put one, and exactly one, phone call into Cisco. I thought maybe they would be interested in someone with my background. After all, I kind of pioneered the market they call Application Delivery Controllers, and Cisco is finally getting serious in that market.
I've always looked up to Cisco. I respect what they have done. I see the best and brightest people working there in engineering. They have an amazing ability to absorb companies and technology.
What followed was simply mind boggling.
Not only did they offer me a job, for more money than I have ever made, and with a substantial sign-on bonus, they have 2 VPs calling me to pressure me into taking the job. These people have much better ways to spend their time, I'm sure.
I just got off the phone... turned them down. It was the hardest call I have ever made.
While I was interviewing there, one of my friends who made it big at two other startups (Netli, Akamai) found out I was looking and put the full court press on to get me to join his new startup. This guy has made well in excess of $250M at the previous startups.
Startups SUCK. Long hours, limited resources, new and difficult problems to solve, and usually a lot of prima donnas that are hard to work with. Plus, everybody is stressed to the max and tempers are short. To sum it up in a word, PERFECT.
So, I just told Cisco I took the startup job, for less pay, no bonus, more hours, no 401K matching (hell, no 401K at all), no benefits.
Am I retarded?
The startup looks pretty solid, but it is a gamble. I didn't think I had a gambling problem until about 30 minutes ago. God help me.
-Fu
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