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LeLimey

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I'm sorry I haven't been here
Oct 20^th, 2008 at 7:33am

But I've just had way too much to take.

My life is not somewhere I want to be and it's not going to get better any time soon. Lot's going on and it's impacting my health somewhat.

I had some of the worst blood's I've had since I was really messed up on Friday and I'm back to see the specialist on an emergency appt on weds. Things are running rampant and if they can't be slowed it's not good.

I've spoken to Beeyul and Carolyn this weekend and they have reminded me that I need to check in no matter what!

I'm sorry, I've just really not felt up to it and since so many of you can see right through me - like Jimi for instance! I thought I could hide up better by not being here.

I do miss you all and think of you all the time, one thing I do without fail many, many times a day is think of Fu and those babies - if you do one thing, keep sending them all the love you have. I NEED to be an auntie again! Knowing they are fighting, knowing they're still here gives me more joy than I can express and more determination too.

I miss you, I'm just not able to keep up. I am keeping up with OUCH though as that is my greatest passion of all. OUCH is us you lot, never forget that. OUCH is our voice, it's our soul and our strength and it needs us. I won't let it down ever, I beg you not to either.

Oh and Jon - you made me cry you bugger! I love you too my little scarecrow (((HUG))) (Now give me back my ruby slippers cos I don't put up with cross dressing scarecrows even if this place IS Weirder than OZ!)

I'll update or get someone else to after weds - if you have any spare vibes - send them to my new nephews - I'm too mean for good thoughts to come near!

lots of love to you all
Helen xxx

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Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here
Reply #1 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 8:41am

Bah, sod off, you are full of horse manure - you are not too mean for vibes to get through, and mine are on the way for that whole family of yours, you, the kids, the nieces and nephews and every one who touches your heart.

Lots of positive energy will be conjured up and sent to the witch across the pond - whether you like it or not.

All my love

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andrewjb CH.com Hall of Famer Offline when the love of power becomes the power of love ! Posts: 1612 x1\|london\|England\|europe\|185\|238\| Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #2 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 5:25pm , chin up helen, take care. andrew.
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Callico CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Author of "Stranded at Romson's Lodge Posts: 4916 Aurora IL Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #3 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 5:28pm Praying for you Helen. Have been since Paul said you had a lot going on. Don't worry about posting, but please do keep us up to date periodically. Right now, you need to take care of you for a while. Jerry
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Jimi CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Don't feed the moderators Posts: 4925 Madisonville, KY Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #4 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 5:29pm Like others on here, I have been worrying about you. I can't pretend to know what you are going thru, but I sure understand when your blood workup is not good. I pray that your Wed. appointment brings some answers with solutions available. Love you Helen! Jimi
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Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here
Reply #5 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 6:00pm

Helen, you sillikins! If you're not around here, we all KNOW that means you're in a pile of some kind of trouble........just wish you got caught painting the town red, and were in jail, rather than dealing with life issues and health issues.
Yes, we worry. No, we can't help............cept to share those vibes and prayers.....the more we need, the more we have to share......soo, whether you want them or not, vibes are headed your way, steady streams till you are in a much better place physically and emotionally!
You are loved, you are missed and you are wished good things, Helen..don't you EVER forget that.......ok?

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

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Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here
Reply #6 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 6:26pm

Helen,
The #1 thing is that you know how much we all love and treasure you.
Also, we miss you but want you to take care of yourself first!!! Your health and happiness is important to us. Soooooo, Sweetie, as much as I've missed and worried about you, I want you to promise to tend to Helen. We'll be right here when you are all better.

Much Love,
Jackie

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Jeannie CH.com Sponsor Offline Live, Laugh, Love.... Posts: 2333 St Louis, Missouri Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #7 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 6:49pm Take care Helen, Love and prayers on their way to you, whether you want them or not. BTW, you don't seem all that mean and scary to me. Jeannie
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fubar Ex Member	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #8 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 7:17pm We love you too Helen.... take care of yourself. Shawn
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Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here
Reply #10 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 8:15pm

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Oh and Jon - you made me cry you bugger! I love you too my little scarecrow (((HUG))) (Now give me back my ruby slippers cos I don't put up with cross dressing scarecrows even if this place IS Weirder than OZ!)

Dang...story of my life, ALL the women I meet react that way...sigh Smiley

I got the slippers, if I only had a brain....

So very glad to hear from you! Prayers and vibes (and a cuppa in your honor, see Brian) on the way...

Love,

The Scarecrow

Oh, and George says:

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right

The LARGE print giveth....and the small print taketh away. Tom Waits

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Charlie CH.com Alumnus Offline Happy to be here Posts: 18971 Jamestown, NY Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #11 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 8:37pm Been missing you too Helen. We need someone to keep us on our toes. Multimedia File Viewing and Clickable Links are available for Registered Members only!! You need to or Hang on Kid. Charlie
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Ray CH.com Alumnus Offline Ray Posts: 1996 Columbus, Ohio Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #12 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 8:43pm Helen: Been missing you too. Sending all I can spare your way, and glad to do it. Ray
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George CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Black-Billed Magpie Posts: 8126 Boise, Idaho USA Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #13 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 8:47pm I've missed you, Helen--but I've suspected that you had quite a bit to deal with lately. Please take care of yourself, first of all, and check in when you can. We'll be here. (And so will OUCH for that matter.) Much love sent across the pond, George, Liz and Ellen
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Felicia CH.com Old Timer Offline You can never change me. Posts: 318 Daytona Beach, FL, USA Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #14 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 9:21pm ((((((((((((((Mum)))))))))))) Plenty of vibes to go around. Sending a ton from me, Becky, Dad, and my annoying brother if I can find him(lil sh*t disappeared without you here to keep him in line ). Always here for you hun. Love you bunches! Byes!!!<333 Broken
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Mastifflvr28 CH.com Alumnus Offline clusterbusters.com Posts: 3624 Bellingham, WA Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #15 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 11:41pm From one alpha witch to another, I'm sending up some HUGE ass Vibes to ya. To you AND some more to the babies! Take care of yourself LeLimey...I'm gettin real good at downing those white russians and I'll need more support next summer at the convention love ya's Mast
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Melissa CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Don't give up! Posts: 7238 Central WI, USA Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #16 - Oct 20^th, 2008 at 11:45pm Tis OK Helen, I forgive you. Now get better and keep your focus where it needs to be! We'll still be here. love, mel
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Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here
Reply #17 - Oct 21^st, 2008 at 5:57am

Helen,

that's the beauty about families and friends - no need to say sorry, because we'll understand. But I bet that I'm not the only one who has been sending prayers and good vibes and best wishes your way - and that will continue as long as you need it and still after that.

My thoughts, prayers and wishes will be with you, your family and everyone in here who needs it. That's one reason I'm here.

And Helen, take care of YOU now, ok? Smiley

Hugs,
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Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here
Reply #19 - Oct 22^nd, 2008 at 6:09am

Helen - I can't begin to tell you how sad Brian & myself are to hear that you're so ill. This has got to stop!! Our thoughts and my prayers (Brian's an atheist) are all to do with someone up there performing a big fat miracle for our beloved Le Limey - and bloody quick smart!!!

You have been an integral part of this site since long before Brian & I discovered it, and we've always regarded you as some sort of anchor(certainly not of sanity!) Anyway - you get well, take as long as you like, but just bloody well do it! We have a date sometime in the more prosperous future to get together and drink wine and eat chocolate.

Funny about that! I just rememberd an occasison when I was in the ER at the local hospital in Cairns - purely as immoral support for for Brian, whio was getting hit something fearful at the time. This nurse came up to me and told me in no uncertain terms that Cluster Headaches (I reckon they should be called Headquakes!) were caused by eating chocolate and drinking wine. It was either bite my tongue or let fly with some extremely unladylike language - which would have had me turfed out of ER pronto. Tongue ended up with lots of holes in!

You just hang in there, Helen and GET BETTER! Once Brian & I get ourselves a lot more established than we are at present, I really want to crank up OUCHANZ and I'm counting heavily on picking your brains!

Love Vibes & Blessings (from himself too)

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LeLimey

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Reply #20 - Oct 23^rd, 2008 at 2:18pm

Well - I was at the hospital yesterday and forgive me for not updating but my internet was down. It's taken me a while to digest the news too. I haven't been my usual little angelic self you'll be shocked and stunned to know!

In short - I've got runaway diabolical blood results again. My bone disease is in overdrive and after having an x ray yesterday my hips have deteriorated, particularly my left hip which was the good one. It does explain the amount of pain I was in this summer though so I don't feel quite so much of a wimp as I did!

I'm now on extremely toxic doses of vitamin D. I'm taking a pill that you're supposed to take once a month for two months before review. IE TWO pills.
I'm on one a day. The side effects if it DOES manage to overdose me are not nice but I kind of think the good prof thinks they're less of a danger than the side effects of NOT taking it. Somewhat daunting but it's not getting the better of me. I've renamed it Vitamin David and this time the bugger IS going down LOL

This isn't going to beat me - who'd keep you lot in order? It doesn't bear thinking about and I couldn't wish that on anyone else so tough luck people, I'm not going anywhere.

In other news, not much has changed. It's a case of SSDD for the most part but I'm getting by!

Oh and on a plus note I got a call back from the police this evening too! In reply to the 911 call I placed on Satruday evening... Lips Sealed

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KJ CH.com Alumnus Offline Posts: 596 Indianapolis, IN Gender:	Re: I'm sorry I haven't been here Reply #22 - Oct 23^rd, 2008 at 8:19pm Helen- I hope you (they) find something that helps. We miss you. KJ
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