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If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye)
Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 7:32am

So you went away,
with a gray sky morning.
Left without a word,
not the slightest warning.

Lost in the dark,
I can't find my way to you.
You were my light,
you always showed me through.

Your angel face,
smiles down on me.
The tears you cry above,
won't let me be.

I stand here with your love,
your family and friends.
While others cry,
it's I who pretends.

Pretends that you're still here.
It's not you in that grave.
I put on a face.
Try to act like I'm brave.

You went away,
with a gray sky morning.
Left without a word,
I'm lost in the mourning.

November 1st at 6:45am, I lost my best friend. His name was Zachary Fox Alexander. He was 17 years old and my very best friend. He died in Davison, Michigan in a hospital bed. A few weeks before he had been in a car accident and hurt badly. They thought he was getting better but they missed something the test didn't show. I got word last night from his good friend that my Zach was gone. After crying my eyes out and getting my self under control I wrote this poem for him to say goodbye. As I write this my eyes are yet again tearing up so I'll keep it short and sweet. Please pray/send vibes/or what ever it is that you do for his family and friends. He left a huge amount of people behind him and touched hundreds of lives. Please give me strength to help them through this. Thank you.

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Rest in peace my sweet boy. You will be missed and you are always loved. Goodbye Zach. Kiss

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Melissa CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Don't give up! Posts: 7238 Central WI, USA Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #1 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 7:58am So sorry sweetie. Hugs and prayers to you and his family... love, mel
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cash5542 CH.com Hall of Famer Offline I love YaBB 1G - SP1! Posts: 1243 x1\|Ocean Pines\|USA\|usa\|498\|141\|MD,Maryland Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #2 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 8:06am What a beautiful poem. I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard when people die but even harder when it is so young. Charlotte
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Karla CH.com Alumnus Offline One of Many and Never Alone - Join OUCH Posts: 3837 x1\|Madison WI USA Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #3 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 8:08am I will be praying for you and his friends and family that knew him. Take care. Karla
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Paul98 CH.com Alumnus Offline What, it's all in my head? Posts: 2532 Clyde, NY USA Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #4 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 8:11am I am so sorry for your loss Felicia. Time is the best healer but it is slow and painful sometimes. Try and tink of the frienship you had with him, not his passing. -L, P.
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DonnaH_again Ex Member	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #5 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 8:31am Honey, I am so sorry for your loss of a best friend.......and sorry for what both you and his family and other friends are going through. This is so hard. Prayers on the way.
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George CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Black-Billed Magpie Posts: 8126 Boise, Idaho USA Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #6 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 8:35am I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your friend, Felicia. All the best, George
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midwestbeth Ex Member	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #7 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 9:04am A beautiful poem and tribute to your friend Felicia. I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs and vibes to you and all his friends and family. Beth
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Jackie CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Go For It!!! Posts: 5903 Goshen, IN Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #8 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 9:16am I'm so sorry, Sweetie.....loss is hard. He will live in your heart forever. Sincere condolences to all who knew and loved him. Jackie
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barry_sword CH.com Alumnus Offline Mountain Biking Keeps Me Sane Posts: 3947 Bracebridge, Canada Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #9 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 9:19am So very sorry Felicia for your loss.
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deltadarlin CH.com Alumnus Offline I love YaBB 1G - SP1! Posts: 3823 Downsville LA Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #10 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 9:24am I am so sorry. I wasn't much older than you when I lost one of my best friends and it hurt like hell. Sending comfort to all who need it. Carolyn
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Callico CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Author of "Stranded at Romson's Lodge Posts: 4916 Aurora IL Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #11 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 9:51am I am so terribly sorry for your loss. That is a hard burden to bear. Please don't feel you have to hold the tears to help others. That really only hurts yourself. You need to let the grief out. We'll be praying for you. Jerry for the Callison Family
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nani CH.com Alumnus Offline Clusterbusters Posts: 8356 Los Lunas NM USA Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #12 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 9:54am Oh, Felicia, I'm so very sorry. I'm sending hugs, vibes and prayers to all of you. love you, nani
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flipperlips CH.com Alumnus Offline Live, Laugh, Love Posts: 935 Mcallen, TX Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #13 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 11:02am Sorry for your loss. Prayers and vibes going out to you and your friends family. Hugs, Jen
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superhawk2300 CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Posts: 901 New Berlin, WI Gender:	Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye) Reply #17 - Nov 2^nd, 2008 at 12:34pm Thank you for the most heartfelt expression of love you've shared here. I hope peace finds its way to you and I send all the vibes I can muster to you and those affected by this.
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Felicia

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Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye)
Reply #23 - Nov 3^rd, 2008 at 3:49pm

Thank you all for the prayers and vibes. Today was hard at school for all of our friends. Hardest of all for me was being the one to tell every one because I was the first person in NY to know. Every one will miss him greatly and this is going to be a very long week. Just wanted to say thank you again for all your care and concern. It means a lot to me and his family and our friends.

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Re: If you have vibes to spare...(Saying Goodbye)
Reply #24 - Nov 3^rd, 2008 at 4:01pm

oh Felicia I'm so sorry (((HUG))) I miss you and I'm looking forward to seeing you soon along with "your little sister" who's coming with me!

Sometimes we don't have people in our lives for long enough, it sounds like Zach was a friend like that and I'm sorry he's gone. I'm so very, very glad you had him though, even if only for a short while. You may not have had long but you had good and given the choice - that's what I'd pick everytime

lots of love
other mum xxx

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