I dont know how many of yall watch football, but last night, but last night was depressing. The Skins just couldnt pull it off. But I guess thats how it is when the Skins are doing great, they loose to the cowgirls, but when theyve got a loosing record theyll beat the cowgirls. It was a good game, I guess. Now we have a 6-4 record and the cowgirls the same. We are tied with them. It will suck if they are in the playoffs with us. Damn it!

On to a more serioun note, I think this cycle is in remission. I got up this morning and no HA. Went to bed at 12 am and slept until 10:30. It is the first time in months that Ive slept that long. Ive been hanging out at home wondering when ill get hit and it hasnt happened, yet. I hope this is a sign that im done with the beast this time around. I WON! The beast didnt get me. I survived another bout with the beast. Kelsey will be happy, we can turn the heat on. My house stays around 60 when Im in a cycle, the heat will trigger a HA. Also when I woke up, I felt better than I have since Sept. I cant really describe how Im feeling, I just feel like I dont suffer. I feel "normal". As I get older Im finding the cycles are a little bit shorter each time. Does this mean as I get older Ill eventually "grow out of them"? God I hope so. I pray to you enough. The help and support that Ive recived has been wonderful and very informative. Ive learned alot of stuff I didnt know about this disorder. Ive also found that Im not alone, or crazy. I really want to thank Chuck for being my 2nd member on my support team. Kelsey is #1. I hope Im not jumping the gun here. Ahhhhhh, this would be so good, Id be able to return to school for the spring semester, get a job and be normal.

Thank you to everybody that has helped me.
chris

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I grew out of mine in 1991 when I was 45. The evidence is iffy that age is a factor but it has to be. Still, 45 is early for that. Something else may have happened in this rapidly deteriorating frame 

Charlie

ChefChris wrote on Nov 17^th, 2008 at 10:35pm:


Chris, ya got it.   

I just know you're going to come through just fine--and next time, you'll be ready for the SOB.

All the best,

George

the docs with the O2 are the ER docs. i know they dont know jack shit.
And yhe doc with the verapamil was too busy pumping me with painkillers. i dont think ive had an educated doc yet. thats why im ready to write them all off. ive basicaly dealt with this over half my life. i feel as if i know more than the docs. i want to go to med school so maybe i could  help raise awareness to our medical problem. i just wish there was a way to "put it on the map", make society aware. if someone tells you they have cancer you know that it is serious, someone gets migraines everyone knows lie down in a quiet, dark room. us, i suffer from cluster HA, people say take an asprin. people just dont know and its not their fault, its just not a "hot topic". i want to change that, just dont know how.

i have not recived lindas package yet. ive been home 80% of the time. unless my downstairs neighbors picked it up and never told me. i wouldnt put it past them. they are all L-O-S-E-R-S. remember, theyve got 9 people living in a 3 bedroom. just so they can afford rent. none of them really work. they are all home 70% of the month. if it got here, ill never know. they stole the $1200 system from my truck. they come in my house when im not home. iknow this because some of my meds have gone MIA. i know they are theives, but i cant prove shit. sucks.s

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     Indeed...

I mailed the package with the tubing and a proper mask on the 12th.

Edited to add,  that taking someone's mail is a FEDERAL offence.  

do you have a tracking number? or was it just regular main., cuz it ther signed, the are in deep shit. ill call the cops.

i guess sent the next ( if you will be) certified. so i sigh for it or get it at the post office. sux i cant even trust my neighbods.
chris