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It's funny - I was about to post this same question. In the 15 years I've been an episodic sufferer, it's been pretty clear and predictable. the first two were only really a few hits, and I only really lump them in with "clusters" in that it was the same intensity and that same darn spot in my right temple, but not really "clustered." Then, since 99, I've had about four weeks worth of intense headaches, one or two a day, usually outside of around 900 to 1700. In the evenings, overnight in my sleep, or in the mornings, I'd get an intense hit for like 40 minutes to an hour. That one in 99, and then in 01 were in the summer. Then in Jan 04, that switched to the winter. then in Dec 05, it stayed in the winter. When I started in with hits on Jan 3 this year, I thought, wow, at least I went a whole three years without the beast, and I got to the doc for all the stuff that seemed to help last time (imitrex, prednisone, and I was still on verapamil from the last time three years prior). But this time, the hits were longer, and they often never went fully away. one four day stretch, I was at a k3 to k8 - never really fully going pain free, just sort of varying shades of pain.
But now, four weeks are past. I haven't had anything worse than a K4 in the past 7 to 10 days, but I still am shadowing pretty constantly. Like hardly a K2, but still "there". And I can feel that same nerve twitch and tingle - not to a pain point, but in a "hey, i'm still here" way. Its almost to where I want it to just come out and HIT already instead of just toying with me.
After having such textbook clusters of distinct hits, this current cluster is really freaking me out and I'm starting to lose my grip. Then, I think the stress of this constant "almost hit" is making the pain even worse. My ability to concentrate at work, have fun or make plans eve for the weekend are pretty much zero.
Have any of you switched from "normal" clustering to more murky, vague levels pain, lasting sort of headache periods? Even as I type this, I can feel that same nerve twitching and can feel my right sinus sort of closing up a little. I don't think it'll get worse than just that. But it's there. Mocking me.
I've gotten a referral to go to a neuro (have been to one before, when I was first diagnosed correctly back in 04, but since have been just going to my general doc for the scripts), so I'll hash this all out with him once that goes through, but I wanted to get your guys' opinion on this. thanks for understanding. <deep breath, tries to relax>
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