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Jim R CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Always question authority.... Posts: 657 Laconia, NH Gender:	It's 8:00 am and there are tears running... Feb 13^th, 2009 at 8:27am down the right side of my face - what a way to wake up! And I have nothing to deal with it! It's like a hot poker in my right eye! GD! I can't do this anymore.
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Jim R CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Always question authority.... Posts: 657 Laconia, NH Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #1 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 8:35am I'm sorry. But the pain is intense. Sorry for a weak moment. I just want it to stop...
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Brew CH.com Sponsor CH.com Alumnus Offline Posts: 14163	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #2 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 8:37am Jim - Hospitals are required by law to treat the indigent. Swallow your pride and, however you have to get there, get your ass into one. There's no need to gut it out if you don't have to.
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Jackie CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Go For It!!! Posts: 5903 Goshen, IN Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #3 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 8:42am Jim.. Check your PM's, please
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Jim R CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Always question authority.... Posts: 657 Laconia, NH Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #4 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 8:46am it's going. I think I shed a gallon of tears, but it's going fast - as they always do after the intensity. I am sorry I had a weak moment and needed to just do a catharsis. Thank you all. Jim R
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Melissa CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline Don't give up! Posts: 7238 Central WI, USA Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #5 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 8:54am Jim, please don't be sorry. CH's can bring the strongest person to their knees. A human being can only take so much! We all know what you're going through and I am so sorry. hugs, mel
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Jeannie CH.com Sponsor Offline Live, Laugh, Love.... Posts: 2333 St Louis, Missouri Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #6 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 9:21am Jim, There is NEVER a need to apologize to us. I'm so sorry for your pain . We're here for you. There truly is only so much one can take. Please take Brew's advice. Jeannie
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Iddy CH.com Alumnus Offline Smile Posts: 486 Toronto,Canada Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #7 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 11:00am Jim Hope you a doing better. There are countless shoulders to lean on. We all feel your pain. Walk in Peace.
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Reply #8 - Feb 13^th, 2009 at 12:17pm

THANK YOU ALL! Jackie - thans so much for calling me this morning! I just got up - @12:15 p.m. which is ridculous but maybe understandable. I feel drained.... But you guys are my saviors so please bear with me. I haven't been hit like this for years. It brings tears to my eyes, literally...

PF Dudes...

Jim R

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Charlie CH.com Alumnus Offline Happy to be here Posts: 18971 Jamestown, NY Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #9 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 12:20pm The thing flattened me several times a night too. You wouldn't have wanted me for a neighbor. Why does this thing exist? It's like asking why are there mosquitoes, I guess. Charlie
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echo CH.com Alumnus Offline Chronic and still alive --- I Win! Posts: 4544 Overland Park, KS Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #10 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 12:28pm Jim, Sorry to read you went through hell again. He left me alone for the 1st time in weeks last night. Damn sorry he left me alone and went in your direction. Hang in there. Mark
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Guiseppi CH.com Moderator CH.com Alumnus Offline San Diego to Florida 05-16-2011 Posts: 12063 SAN DIEGO, CALIFORNIA USA Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #11 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 6:30pm ow Hang in there Joe
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Marc Ex Member Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #12 - Feb 13^th, 2009 at 8:55pm Jim, Why no O2? You've been around the block with these, don't let yourself get unprepared again. Welding O2 is dirt cheap. I'm paying $19 for a T size tank refill. That's the same amount of O2 in (14) E tanks - like 5-10 HOURS** of breathing time. Take some control of the situation
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Jonny Ex Member	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #13 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 10:36pm Yeah bro, fucking welding 02 is there for ya. Collect cans if your hurting this bad, bro!
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Jim R CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Always question authority.... Posts: 657 Laconia, NH Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #14 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 10:40pm I am being hit again - whatever time it is. I can't do this anymore. And they're not even abd! That's what's sad...
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ClusterChuck CH.com Alumnus Offline The BEAST rises again, and again, and again, and . Posts: 5394 Greenville, North Carolina Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #15 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 10:42pm You sure are different than I am, or even most of us are! There is NO WAY I would be able to get online and post anything, coherent, while in the middle of a severe hit. NOPE! I would NEVER be able to do that. Sorry you are going through a rough time, buddy. I hope you get a break soon! Chuck
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Jim R CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Always question authority.... Posts: 657 Laconia, NH Gender:	*Re: It's :00 am and there are tears running... Reply #16 -** Feb 13^th, 2009 at 10:51pm Thann you all so much, I am being hit again now but think I can get through it ok. You're a wonderful bunch of people - escuse typose - i an=m gettign hammered in the head. but I do ahhhhhh, thank youall
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Reply #17 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 7:42am

Than you ALL for your support!!! Man, we're one hell of an org, huh?! I thin we woudl do anything within our means to help at fellow CH'er - I know would jusy have nothing to help with right now. My best to you all be please be as PF as possible. Mine are building and it's not going to be pretty with no abortives... - it means ER's that I can't pay for and horse doses or narcotics (that's what they ALWAYS give to me, anyway, droperiodol, more narcs and at that point, when I have to go to an ER, I really don't give a shit - just get RID of the paind FAST! - you all know what I mean...)

Jim R

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Jim R CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Always question authority.... Posts: 657 Laconia, NH Gender:	Re: It's 8:00 am and there are tears running... Reply #18 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 7:58am I am getting through these by listening to the new Robert Plant/Alison Krauss CD, Raising Sand - highly recommend it as it's pretty damn awesome....and helps with my pain immensely. - Jim R Bless you all for your support...
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Jim R CH.com Hall of Famer Offline Always question authority.... Posts: 657 Laconia, NH Gender:	Re: It's 8:00 am and there are tears running... Reply #19 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 7:59am Oh BTW, how do I change my mood on thi snew board?
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coach_bill CH.com Hall of Famer Offline "Dont expect me to lay down for this" Posts: 680 x0\|euclid\|USA\|\|0\|0\|OH,Ohio Gender:	Re: It's 8:00 am and there are tears running... Reply #20 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 9:30am Sorry about your pain. You need to hang in there get some rest, so you can kick some beast asz!!! Challening, More assertive.. Coach Bill
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Reply #21 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 11:41am

Jim,

You're not new at this so I'm going to be blunt: It's up to you to take control. Yes, I read your PM to me but that doesn't change the basic facts. It all depends upon how bad you are hurting.

If you are able to be on this board during a hit, they haven't gotten as bad as they can - yet. You already know that. We are all different, but you need to get into gear before putting yourself in a position to have go to the ER for "horse doses of narcs"

Hoping your head treats you bettter,

Marc

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BMoneeTheMoneeMan CH.com Alumnus Offline In remembrance of KingCazman. RIP Posts: 2674 Portland, OR	Re: It's 8:00 am and there are tears running... Reply #22 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 11:51am Wow. Robert Plant and Alison Krauss? Sounds very interesting. PF wishes to you. B$
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Brew CH.com Sponsor CH.com Alumnus Offline Posts: 14163	Re: It's 8:00 am and there are tears running... Reply #23 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 12:01pm BMoneeTheMoneeMan wrote on Feb 14^th, 2009 at 11:51am: Wow. Robert Plant and Alison Krauss? Sounds very interesting. Won album of the year at the Grammys last weekend.
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Re: It's 8:00 am and there are tears running...
Reply #24 - Feb 14^th, 2009 at 4:03pm

Jim R wrote on Feb 14^th, 2009 at 7:58am:

I am getting through these by listening to the new Robert Plant/Alison Krauss CD, Raising Sand - highly recommend it as it's pretty damn awesome....and helps with my pain immensely. - Jim R Bless you all for your support...

You found a new abortive?

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