Wow, it’s amazing to find all of you here I can’t believe that there are so many out there with CH.
My name is Christi, I'm 30 years old, married with 2 kids (girl 9, boy 3) and I was just diagnosed last week, so yes I am very new to all of this, so please bear with me. My doctor put me on a prednisone pack and Topamax 25mg and I go back on Monday to up the dose of the Topamax. I have the “shadows” as I am seeing them referred to here, but I have not been hit with anything higher than a 7-8 since starting the new Rx. I need to get an abortive at my next appointment, as I am reading many of your stories. (Does anyone else get the spacey feeling while on the Topamax? It’s crazy, and getting old really fast, especially when I quit talking in mid sentence and the other person looks at me like I’ve totally lost it. Thankfully that’s only been my husband so far.)
I have had "migraines" off and on since I was 16 but they come few and far between most of the time, and I would get hit 2-3 times a month and then nothing but I’ve always been one to just have a headache that lingers for a few days, vanish, return as a migraine a week or so later, linger a few days and then vanish again. I have been reading over the site for the past couple of days and I can relate to so many of you.
I feel so alone in all of this, no one truly understands, not even my husband and he has seen me raging thru an 8-9 in the middle of the night a time or two over the past year or so, just thinking it was a bad migraine. The past few years have not been very bad for me CH wise, I was more focused on my female issues and any “headaches” I had I just dealt with while taking painkillers for other things going on with my system… in 07 I had a partial hysterectomy, as a result of that I got a staph infection nice long stay at the hospital and almost died. After all of that was over I focused on work, family, more work, then in August of 08 I went in again to finish my hysterectomy, (at least that’s all over). I finally got my HRT leveled out and feel normal on that aspect of life.
I started this CH phase mid March in what I thought was a sinus headache, and was treated for sinus infection, but yet it never went away, so I finally went back to the doctor because it is driving me insane….. I pray every day that it will go away. I have a constant shadow that stays around a 2 or 3 then goes up to a 5 then and then back down throughout the course of the days… and about twice a week or so I wake up to the Hot Poker straight thru the eye into the brain and its game on for an hour or two… I’m always tire, worn completely out, depressed and all round miserable… and so lately to top it off I’ve even heard it at work, there is always something wrong you, or you always have a headache, you’re such a hypochondriac… I really thought I was until I found you all… I already Love You Guys!!!!!

Christi