k i found this board at work and could not spend a lot of time so i am now at home and can get into this a little better.
Ii first experience this nightmare nov of 08, it started at about 2 in the morning i woken with the worst pain i have felt in my life my wife awoke to find me rolling on the ground crying, i have never cried in my life, so i scared the shit out of her, she said i looked disoriented and could not answer her questions legitimately, so she thought i was having a stroke, we went to the ER where i was rushed into a room and examined.
MY blood pressure was 244 over 116 so they thought i was having a heart attach, after i let them know that my heart was not the problem but my head the immediately thought i was having a brain aneurysm or a stroke, i had a spinal tap on the spot, the doctor asked me if i wanted a shot for the pain of the spinal tap and i said doc believe me i wont even feel it and i did not as my head pain was not going to give me that sweet relieve of actually feeling pain somewhere else, in the hospital i received morphine but it did nothing to relieve me of my pain it just made me feel sick so i decided to not even get it anymore as it did nothing to ease my pain and even made me feel worse than i already did, they tried a few more pain relievers from Demerol to i don't know what but nothing work, i spent three day in the hospital so they could monitor me, my wife knew this was serious as i hate the hospital i spent a lot of time their as a child because of third degree burns i received and believe me i would prefer that to this any day.
Every day i was there i had a cluster headache at around 2 in the morning then again at around 9 or 10 in the morning then again at 5 or 6pm then again around 10 pm, i was going crazy thinking i was dying or wanting to after the third straight day of this pain, i had no idea i would go thru this for another 8 weeks.
I seen a few Docs that made me lose faith in doctors one actually told me i have to learn to live with it, and that its all in my head i got so angry that i actually thought i would lean over and start chocking him it really scared me cause i am a very passive guy that it normally take alot to get me angry, and my anger during these headache is something that i have never felt before and if i had not had these headache would never think i could feel like that, then i stumbled across a lady from israel a Dr Garnigal the first doctor that wanted to help me as she could see i was at my wits end she prescribed me blood pressure pills as she wanted to try lower what my blood pressure was getting to during these attaches, she also prescribed me a beta blocker i believe she called it, its medical name is SANDOZ-TOPIRAMATE 25 MG also APO-METOPROLOL 25 MG THIS WAS THE BLOOD PRESURE MED, i had a few more but seeing i am seeing my new doc my wife has thrown them out, the neurologist i am seeing also prescribed me NOVA-KETOROLAC 10MG AND NOVA-CHLORPROMAZINE 50MG, the beta blocker helped reduce the pain,
After 8 weeks they went away and every thing was roses, then out of the blue april 20th of 2009 they started again and the symptoms are the same, when i whet back to see the doctor i was seeing last time i had some bad new, my old doc had a heart attach and returned to israel so i had trouble again finding a doctor to even give me what i was getting before so i had to go thru most of this cluster without any relief, the my coworker heard me talking about what i was going thru
and pulled me aside and let me know that he suffers from those for years and was sad to hear that i do now as well and referred me to his doctor thank you JESSE you are a true friend. my new doc has increased my meds but my headaches still are so bad that i cannot sleep but i am hopeful and relieved that i have a place to come for advice and my cluster headaches are not over yet this time around but i know that they are going to stop soon as i dont have them as often and they do not seam to last as long during the last week of them if the last time is any indication then i am sure that they will end
by next week the 2 am headache is the only one i seam to have that is really bad these days and my wife and kids are asleep so they dont have to see it. i sleep down stairs during these headaches as i would rather my kids or wife dont see me like this, i still have one or 2 during the day but they dont seam to last as long as before maybe a 1/2 hour, i wanted to see what i looked like when I'm having one of these attacks so i videoed myself in my basement bedroom during one
and its sad to watch even though i know that's me I'm watching i feel sorry for the guy on the video, after i watch it i delete it so no one else gets to see it. another med i am taking and cost about 25 dollars a pill is MAXALT RIZATRIPTAN RPD 10MG but it really does not do much, i want to thank you guys for this site and apologize for the long post its just so nice to get to vent a little and let people know what I'm going thru as i will diff read what they have gone thru and sympathizes i have already read alot on this site, and will be a active member and support for anyone that needs it
to the strong to the touch to the guys that can go thru anything and keep the faith when they get cluster fucked i salute you.