so here I am again after a two year break from the demon. he woke me up about a month ago to let me know he found me again and he has been reminding me several times everyday.  Anyway thank you all for being there so I can vent. This time I;m going to try it a little differently. no more heavy meds like verapomil, prednizone, lithium, etc... I do however have my imitrx shots and O2 but I'm finally going to take the plunge and try the mushrooms. my dillema is I don't know where to get them but no worries, I am Amsterdam bound. Thats right I'm going on a "trip" I will video on you tube from the time I leave my house to go to the airport to the time I land in Amsterdam, to the tea house will I will partake of the "treatment". We will finally see if this is a cure. I hope so. After all who said that meds had to be bad. However for those of you who may misinterprate my motives let me assure you I do not condone the use of illegal drugs for recreational use, unless you are over the age of 50, like me, then who really cares, but if it stops one from suffering then all those laws can go to hell. After 13 years of these things I;m ready to try anything. So wish me luck and I hope we will talk soon.

All the best Jimmy! Look forward to seeing your video!

May you be blessed with a cure,or at the least, a good vacation.

Iddy