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Thoughts...(w/ pics finally)...& now a sad update
Jun 27th, 2009 at 10:07pm
 
Wow. What a night. We just got back about half an hour ago from graduation. It was so amazing. My grandfather and boyfriend came over for dinner, April, Beth, and I played dress up(eww), and Nick(my boyfriend) got along extremely well with my grandfather. Almost to well...they were talking almost the entire graduation. Roll Eyes One bump in the road was my uninvited mother decided to show up. I was glad though to see my other little sister Julia, who met Nick for the first time. She(my mother) cried and tried to get me to bend but with Nick at my side I was thankfully like steel and didn't bend. Things went well other than that. I made Daddy cry(the girls told me so Grin) and I shed a good many of my own tears. I made my best friend Barbie, who's tough as nails when it comes to this stuff, loose it too. Even Nick started to waiver a little bit and he's the "tough guy" type(pffft!). It's finally starting to just sink in though I think. I still don't feel like I'm any different. But I am. And so much so in a way I can't even begin to understand. I wish Mom(Becky) and my grandma could have been there. Cry I'm not sure how I'm going to manage getting pics for you though because we just used a disposable camera. I'll try to figure something out. Anyways, over all it was a very happy night. I keep looking at my diploma waiting for it to be real. So many friends cried and I don't think I could stand to hug another person. So I guess I'm going to close these thoughts with this:
Congrats Class of 2009! We're finally FREE!!!!
Grin Cheesy Grin Cheesy
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« Last Edit: Jul 15th, 2009 at 8:51am by Felicia »  

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Reply #1 - Jun 27th, 2009 at 11:46pm
 
Felicia....have them put the pics on a cd instead of paper photos. Put the cd in the puter and download them to your hard drive and then we can see them...   Congratulation on your graduation and tell Bec that I said hi!

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Reply #2 - Jun 28th, 2009 at 9:10am
 
I wish I could have been there with you
lots of love
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Reply #3 - Jun 30th, 2009 at 3:47pm
 
((( Felicia )))

I am sorry I couldn't be there with you, but you were in my thoughts. I can't wait till the pic's are ready so I can see them.
Felicia didn't tell anyone but she received 3 awards for collage we are so proud of her.
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Reply #4 - Jun 30th, 2009 at 8:46pm
 
While pics would be most appreciated, your description of the emotions of the day painted a vivid picture in my head. 

Well done Felicia!!!

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Reply #5 - Jul 13th, 2009 at 11:57am
 
Well they're finally here. Better late then never though right?

Dad and I before
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My grandfather and I(also before)
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Me and the girls(April to the left and Beth to the right. To bad my eyes are closed)
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A little pre-grad goofing around(stupid cap didn't stay on anyways)
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Walking in to the gym
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Handing out flowers (yes I was just about to cry)
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Getting my diploma
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On our way out
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After words with the girls and grandpa
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A few awards that I got and my diploma
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« Last Edit: Jul 14th, 2009 at 2:32pm by Felicia »  

I won't let myself down even if it means I can't make you proud. Its my life I gotta do what I feel is right. No one can stop me now. This clusterhead child is gonna show the world how
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Reply #6 - Jul 14th, 2009 at 11:54am
 
Congrats!!!

so what next?


and please give my best to your pops

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Reply #7 - Jul 14th, 2009 at 1:49pm
 
Congratulations Felicia
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Reply #8 - Jul 14th, 2009 at 2:36pm
 
I will be starting community college in the fall to get my basics out of the way before moving on to an undecided four year college. Staying at home for now and going crazy looking for a job because next to no one will hire at 17. Grr. Until then I'm enjoying the summer (even though it is a little cold) and writing like always. Lots of stories in the works and poems keep finding their way on to the laptop's files. Thanks to every one who helped me make it through this crazy and difficult year.

Felicia

Edit to add: In the picture of us on our way out, the boy in front of me in the wheelchair is Mike Francis. He has 4th stage cancer and they weren't sure he was going to make it to graduation. It was his one final goal. The next day Hospice was called in and Mike doesn't have much longer. He's fighting a battle he knows he can't win. We were all so happy he could be there. I don't know him really well but he wrote a very moving speech, which was given by a friend, and made graduation unforgettable.
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« Last Edit: Jul 14th, 2009 at 2:42pm by Felicia »  

I won't let myself down even if it means I can't make you proud. Its my life I gotta do what I feel is right. No one can stop me now. This clusterhead child is gonna show the world how
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Reply #9 - Jul 14th, 2009 at 2:48pm
 
I didn't know you added pictures Felicia!  Very nice to see how the day went!  I enjoyed looking at them very much. Smiley

btw, that is so sad about your peer.  I hope that he has a comfortable journey. Sad

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Reply #10 - Jul 15th, 2009 at 8:50am
 
Mike Francis died some time between 11 and 11:30 last night. He was 18 and a friend to every person he met. He fought the cancer for the better part of his highschool life and still made classes next to every day. He was on national honor society, student council, future business leaders of america, atheltic club, and in chorus. He drove way to fast and broke every rule but that's just because he was Mike. We will all miss him. Even those of us, like myself, who never got the chance to really know him. Rest in peace Mikey. You're finally home.

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Reply #11 - Jul 15th, 2009 at 9:45am
 
He may be gone from this planet, but he is now free of his bodies disease and flying with the other spirits.

Rest in peace.

*hugs* Felicia
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