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My headache is constant and relentless, and the only non-medicinal thing that seems to abate it is going to sleep. It would take me about 2 hours of trying to sleep - 2 hours of thrashing and moaning and clutching my head. Eventually I fall asleep and when I do wake, the headache has noticeably reduced but would come back over time (about another 1-2 hours time).
However, mine is treatable with Tylenol so it is really impossible to know now the timing of it the more I think about it. It happens at the same time each day, but maybe because that's when I wake up in the morning? If it takes 1-2 hours to get to full power from waking, and I wake at 8am then would it not predictably start at 10am? The ending part is more difficult to explain, because I remember staying up until around 11:30pm without having taken any tylenol in the last 8 hours - on that day the first Emergency Doctor thought I might have glaucoma and gave me glaucoma medicine to relieve pressure from my eye (which was at the time high enough level to indicate glaucoma) and I did not have symptoms after taking the medicine, however the next morning the medicine did not work. The next day the pressure in my left eye (affected) was less than my right eye, and yet I still had the excruciating head-ache, which therefore rules out glaucoma. Regardless, I don't seem to have symptoms in the evening regardless of all the things I've tried.
Can I request that the kip scale descriptions be updated? Specifically the descriptions for 8-10? Honestly they are really ambiguous and I'll explain why:
Kip 9: "why me" syndrome - I don't know whether Kip had low self esteem, but I've experienced pretty low pain before and asked "why me" if it was sufficiently disruptive (like a tooth ache). Are you telling me that up until level 8 when you're screaming like a baby, swearing like sailor and can't get to sleep but for some reason you're thinking "I deserve this", or "I'm okay with this" then all of a sudden there's a point (that is universally recognized) at level 9 where you magically realize "aw hell no, why me?" Honestly, you might as well have a level 11 called "OMG, why the f me?" because it would be equally as nonsensical. So you tell me, how does one objectively go from 8 to 9?
Kip 10: okay so what's the difference between this and level 8? The fact that it is "major" whatever the heck that means? Let's look at the other descriptions: ER Trip - well I don't know what that means either. I lined up in Emergency check-in moaning and with my head in my hands and I had to line up behind two guys who looked like they had nothing better to do. Obviously they thought that their symptoms required an "ER Trip", so the description is meaningless. Depressed - okay here is another ridiculous one. Are you honestly telling me that up until level 8 you can't sleep, you're screaming, yelling, cursing and banging your head and only at level 10 - the worst pain known to medical science according to wikipedia - you are feeling a little down (before that, you're just fine and dandy!)? Gimme a break! Suicidal - Another totally ambiguous description. I can understand that some might actually be suicidal, but a lot of you alive today reading this board are obviously not suicidal and are obviously trying to find solutions or relief (the opposite of suicidal). You may have "entertained" or "fantasized" about suicide but they are completely different things. Let us NOT trivialize suicide.
So while the kip scale is apparently sacred on this website, perhaps you can entertain the notion that it really isn't that good beyond 8. I think with these layman type scales, it's better to give numbers that people can relate to and are more objective from an experiential point of view, rather than subjective descriptions like "depressed", "why me" or "suicide". Maybe: "fantasized *constantly* and *continually* about cutting off the part of the head causing pain" or "worse than childbirth" or "Like being stabbed in the eye with the knife still in there" or "did something that would demean you to someone you want to respect you" (eg. to your kids, spouse etc.) or "like the feeling of a limb being continually amputated" or "like all my teeth being pulled out at the same time over and over"
For example, for me, I would rather have this headache than "have all my teeth pulled out at the same time over and over" because teeth are extremely sensitive and the pain is sharp and acute and excruciating - but it's quick and over and done with. My headache was not as acute but was constant - like being stabbed in the head and having the blade still in there. So if the teeth pulling was a "10", I might be an 8 or 9 depending on what 9 was.
Just my 2c.
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