Hi folks just though i would share this one with you all, maybe some one has had this before
i woke up with a typical attack, middle of the night and a real dooozy. Normaly im up and racing for my O2 before the git can get a hold on me but this time it felt as though i was experiencing an out of body thing. I cant remember much about what happened but i didnt get out of bed and rode the beast out at an estimated 8 i couldnt get out of bed as though my body (adonis type) was tied down then i whent back to sleep. that morning i woke up with heavy shadows wich lasted the whole day and i couldnt for the life of me explain what happened its as if i dreamed the whole thing or i watched my self go through it. I know that the mind will block out aspects in our lives wich are traumatic and maybe this is what happened letting me watch from the outside or it was just a really bad dream but freaked me out for 2 days.

any more mind f+++s that are waiting for me in the future? ive experienced a few things in life (2 tours of Bosnia with the army) but that one nearly put me in a straight jacket 

Mark (losing what was left of my sanity)

McGee...this has happened to me actually a few times.  I really don't know if I 'couldn't' get out of bed, or just 'didn't', because these bastards trigger the insanity switch sometimes and I'm not real congnizant.  I've thought that maybe the reason I didn't get up was that I am so exhausted by these headaches EVERY DAMN NIGHT that I can't even move anymore.  But yeah..it's like an out of body experience.  Then I just sorta black out, because I don't remember from point A to Z.  The next day I have what I call the bumblebee effect...almost like my head is full of fiberglass and woozy...and literally sensitive to the touch.
I've even questioned myself the next day..."Did I have a headache last night"...altho I know I did, I can't seem to recall too many details.  I figured it was just me being half off my rocker, since that seems to be where I'm spending most of my time these days.
You're not alone Adonis.

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thanks grace you hit the nail on the head. yet again i realise im not alone. i cant wait for the next one, what a scream 

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sheeeesh Callico your making me blush 

well thats that one sorted, im not mad, i can actually leave my own body (god i look good) and just when i get used to something it will all change (worse than being married lmao)

mark (looks like an angel when asleep)