TNBecca wrote on Nov 9th, 2009 at 11:07pm:This is my first post here. My name is Becca. I had my first experience with cluster headaches when I was in college 13 years ago. My roommate at the time kept trying to make me quit smacking my head with the heel of my hand and lay down because she thought it was a migraine. I've had sporadic bouts of cluster headaches with cycles of migraines with aura and lots of neurological symptoms in between.
A few weeks ago I began cycling through migraines again--aura, facial numbness, loss of balance, etc. Today the first cluster headache hit. I was fine and then the next thing I knew it felt like someone stuck an ice pick in the left side of my forehead, my eye started watering and my nose started running. The pain was so bad it would have brought me to my knees had I been standing. All I could do was press the heel of my hand against my forehead as hard as I could, rock, and make a point of not screaming like I felt like doing because my two year old and five year old were standing there. I know at about 5:00 tomorrow afternoon--while I am in a graduate class-- it will hit again. As I told my husband today--if a gun had been nearby I would have shot myself when the pain hit.
I don't want to do this again. I don't want to end up back at the neurologist, on Topamax and having to get a MRI done. I just don't. Can anyone suggest anything I can do in terms of diet, exercise, etc. that will help?
Excuse me if I'm whining but this is a part of my life I never, ever, ever wanted to revisit.
Hi Becca-
I am sorry you are having to revisit this again, but the truth is that if you do have cluster headaches, it was probably inevitable.
Some questions...Have you been pain free for 13 years? Have you been diagnosed with Migraines AND Clusters? What do you mean by cycling through Migraines? I don't understand your Migraine comments, but your cluster comments sound familiar.
If you have been diagnosed with cluster headaches, you will need a neurologist. I agree with you on the Topamax because I don't like it either. Thankfully, there are many other choices, but you will need something! Read, read, read here to get ideas. Scan the topics and click on them as well as checking out the list to the left of your screen. People here will help and support you, but you must get to a doctor as well and educate yourself because if it is Clusters, it is not likely a short term problem...I have had them for 25 years. But I am okay and they do not define me and you will be okay, too.
A good diet and exercise program is good for us all, but it is not a cure for Cluster Headaches as there is no cure at this time. I take Verapamil and to abort...I take Zyprexa, but as you will see, there are many ways to skin a cat. Others will be along to give you some tips and support.
No problem on the whining. It is so discouraging when you begin a new cycle and it is good to just let it out. We all know what you mean! Get to a neurologist!
Good luck!
Joni