Metal Mike
CH.com Newbie
Offline

dark:thirty
Posts: 4
Luna, LA
Gender:
|
Hello, My name is Mike, 35, & I had my suspicions confirmed today when I was officially diagnosed as a "clusterhead". In addition, the neurologist believes that not only am I having cycles of cluster headaches, but migraines and "rebounds" as well. As to whether or not I am chronic or episodic, I guess I will have to wait and see. I will give the background info in case anyone would like to know. Or, who knows, it may help someone else as this site helped me. Friday, Nov. 13, 2009 I had a very bad headache while at work just before lunch. I left for lunch around 11:00 and drove to my wife's office to pick her up for lunch. (Not to sound like I'm going for sympathy {I just find it almost hilarious in it's complex darkness} but my wife was diagnosed about 3 years ago with re-missive MS. How's that for bad luck? Sorry, I do tend to stray. Anyway, by the time I drove the 2.5 miles to her office, the pain was so great that I was having trouble driving, walking standing, even sitting still was difficult because I had begun to rock back and forth uncontrollably (doing the "dance"). The pain was centered directly behind my right eye and after about ten minutes I had already begun to push on my eye with my fist until I thought my eye would literally burst, then I would try to pull the eyeball away from the socket, then push again. My wife works at a medical clinic so finding a place to lay down was no problem... Here's where it gets weird... This first attack had all the symptoms of a migraine (extreme light and sound sensitivity) AND a cluster headache (of which I had never heard of). This attack lasted 5 days with no break at all. And when I say no break, I mean NO break. The pain was consistent and constant for 5 days. All this time the symptoms of both migraine & cluster remained. On the third day, a Sunday, I had had enough and asked my wife to please drive me to the emergency room as nothing I had done or taken (Tylenol, Advil, Aleve, BC powders,Demoral & Lortab) seemed to have any effect. At the ER I was given a CT scan and an 2 injections-nubaine & phenergin (the latter usually just given with other meds to prevent nausea) which actually worked pretty well until I could get home and pass out. Within 4 hours I was awakened by what was now becoming a familiar pain. Eventually the attack stopped, but a normal but non-throbbing & fairly severe headache remained. At this point, standard pain killers (mainly the opiates) did a good job of quelling the headaches but the relief time got noticeably shorter over the next few days. I wish I had kept a better record of the headaches but I did not realize that it would be important later. Over the next few months and even up to now I have had a constant "normal" headache and at least 10 full-blown cluster attacks. After the initial attack, the migraine symptoms have not returned, but the cluster headaches are BAD. (As I'm sure you know if you are reading this) It is THE MOST INTENSE PAIN I have ever felt. Nothing even comes close. And on top of that they are long by cluster standards, always lasting at least 2 hours and usually closer to 3 or 4. And here's something else weird... They have NOT been regular or not by 24 hour day cycles, anyway. They almost seem to be walking forward, occurring at roughly the same time of day but about 6 days apart, not daily as in most cases. In other words, they seem to come earlier in the week each week and so far I have only ever had 1 severe attack per day, albeit longer attacks than the norm. And the "normal" headaches between clusters remain. Hopefully, with the treatment I am about to start, I will be able to manage this. My life is on hold and although my boss has assured me that my job is safe, since my wife was diagnosed with MS our lives have become very dependent on routine and I really want to get back to work and get back on stage (I am also a musician) soon. I just want my life back. I will post more details about my treatment and how it is working as time goes by and I hope you do the same. Although the pain is still there (and the threat of clusters haunts me), it is somewhat of a relief to know what this is. That it is real, that I'm not crazy & that I'm not alone.
Sincerely, Metal Mike
|