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Hi everyone My name is Don I am 38 years old I live in Alberta I used to work in the oilfield industry, Pipeline construction specificaly.
I am still in cycle right now but only around 2 on the "Kip" scale, and have only made it up to 8 so far.
Please bear with my spelling, I havnt slept right in almost 2 weeks. This attack has been different than any other Cluster I have had so far but I will get to this cycle later on in the post.
I first started getting CH when I was around 20. At first I thought it was a severe sinus infection, and so did the DR that I seen at the time, or maybe I should say he agreed with me. Head pain, stuffy nose, mostly one side, and I had a history of sinus problems.
It came, lasted just over a week, about the same time as my perscription. So I didnt think anything of it. I was ok for almost 2 years, then I had the same thing happen again, that sharp pain in the temple, behind the eye.
Again it was treated as a sinus infection, this time though it lasted a little longer and was more painfull. It was the first time my left eye started to water during a cycle. I got stronger antibiotics, stayed in bed and one day started to feel better. I again assumed it was par for the course, that the antbiotics had done their job.
Then when I was 24-25 I had my first full blown 10 CH. I lived 36 KM out of a small town and had no vehicle of my own. I was able to catch rides with the neighbours whenever I needed, and they were good people.
This time It was bad, and had a grip on me like you wouldnt believe, so very quickly. I had shadow pains on day 1, day 2 my head was starting to hurt, so I went into town got some over the counter medicine, and started a regiment for a possible sinus infection.
Well, I was taking Neo-Citrin and had cold syrups to help with nasal colds, and was probably taking more than I should, because the pain was increasing. My left eye was watering and I was getting the occasional twitch under it. I couldnt sleep more than a little while. I would put on a pot of water to boil and try to inhale the steam trying to get it to break up. Nothing seemed to help
It was well over 2 weeks. I hurt. I didnt want to see anyone let alone walk over to the neighbours to go into town. My eye was constantly watering now, the twich was constant, my temper foul. I didnt want people to look at me like I was a freak outa the bush or something. I figured the infection has to run its course, how long can it last? How long can it stay like this, hurting this bad?
Every other time it would get really bad and then would start to go away then dissapear. I was waiting for that day. That day would have to come tommorow. It has to. I kept telling myself this over and over. 3 weeks had gone by, it cant get worse than this. I was barley eating, only because my girlfriend at the time would make me.
I had some friends who could get me Tylonol 3's. I got a pill bottle full of them and was taking WAY to many. (DO NOT DO THIS> I DO NOT RECCOMEND THIS!! IT IS EXTREMLY STUPID!!!! Never buy Pills. SEE A REAL DOCTOR!!!) I would only eat becaus my Girlfriend wouldnt give me any pills unless I had something with them.
The pain now had gotten to a new level, Now. over the 4th week of constant pain my enemy took on new tactics. It wanted to turn up the heat. I had a day where I was grinding my teeth so hard I broke a tooth. Then came the day where I started to loose my vision and hearing. Things were blurry and I could understand words properly, either due to sleep deprevation, or other reasons.
I was way past the dance, and would shake any time I tried to pass out in a "Chemical Coma" I couldnt even walk. My GF was WAY passed concerned about my pill consumtion. She had had enough and contacted a nearby friend and neighbour to come over. He seen me and asked if I was ok. he had know me for a while and had never seen my in that much pain. I was pale and a shell. He basicaly told me that he was taking me to the hospital. I couldnt argue. Hell I couldnt even form a coherent sentence.
I went into the nearby Hospital. I hardly remember most of it. I remember the DR giving me living HELL over how many pills I was taking and what I was doing to my liver. I also remember that he was very concerned for me. He had given me 7 stitches that summer, and due to a phobia with syringes I had refused freezing. I took all 7 stitches with out issues or freaking out. Here I am on his table twitching in pain.
We lived in a very small town and there was talk of sending me to a nearby City. They asked me a lot of questions. They came back and told me the were going to try to lower my blood presure with 3 shots given over a few minutes. They gave me the three shots and asked me how I felt, if there was any relief. there was none.
They then gave me a shot to help me sleep. During this time they had tried to figure out what the problem was and when I awoke they had told me that they believed they had found a possibility. The DR told me that he believed that I suffered from Cluster Headaches.
The prescribed me a drug called 'cybellium' or sumthing like that. I was to take 1 pill every night, and gave me something else for the pain, I honestly cant remeber what. It wasnt Tylonol, and because of the amount of them I had taken was concerned about pain control methods. Whatever they were they were strong. I was so very thankful for that.
I was suppossed to come back but moved out of province shortly afterwards, but at least I had a name for what was happening to me, and that it was a headache. So I assumed it being a type of migraine and went on with my life.
I ussualy get a year sometimes 2 between what I now know are 'cycles', and I have started to get used to kinda what to expect. It ussualy get to the point where my eye waters constantly, and is twitching.ussualy my attacks last 3-4 weeks with the first week being a transition from "shadow" pains,
I stay in my room with the lights out away from everyone. People just piss me off. It doesnt matter what they say it just makes me mad. I know its the adrenaline in my blood, and I gota keep my cool, dont wanna get worked up. During the week if I cant get it to break its working its way up to around 8 on the Kip scale.
Week 2 is my introduction to level 10. My hearing isnt working right, and I cant focus properly due to the pain. My balance is off and my legs feel like they dont know who they belong to. I know that I have a long haul coming in now if it gets here. I have tried various things but mostly trying to keep calm and keep my shit together.
I started my cycle about 2 weeks ago. I was at around an 8. I work with alot of different people from across Canada in amature sports, in particular Paintball. I had some contracts I was woking on as well as had some online meetings to do.
I was praying that my headache would break. Not the case. So I told some of the people that I was sorry, I couldn't deal with anything at the time because I suffer from Cluster Headaches. I had someone ask, whats a Cluster headache. I told them they were a realy painful type of migraine and that I had to go. I didnt want to talk on the phone, i didnt even want to talk. I jsut wanted to get some sleep , just 2 hours or so staright would be nice
So the next day I was talking with my Fiance about it. We have been together only 3 years , but she has seen me in a 10 headache before. So as we talked about it, she said , "Well he will probably Google it". So I thought, well I wonder what He would find. So I Googled it myself.
Thats why I even found this site. I found a wiki about what a cluster headache ACTUALY is. I also found a link to this site, I have been talking with my Fiance about it and looking over information with her.
I am now debating what I want to do next. I know I need to look at finding a DR and getting an appointment with a specialist, and start to look into ways to manage this problem.
I never new it was a disease before. There are SO many things I didnt know, like trying O2 therapy. I am going to continue to look through the site and now will start to keep better track on what happens and when, as well as possible triggers.
So I started by saying this one was different. Well this one startd in the spring , the first one ever to do that, I ussualy get them in the fall. same for this Cycle. Its not steadily increasing up to 10 and then lasting and ending. This one is playing "Peek a Boo" with me. I have had it go from 2 in a day to 5, then back down to 2. Then it goes up to 8 for a few days, then almsot breaks. It stays at 1 for the day or in the morning and by evening I am at 3 or 4. Evenings are hard, before bed my sweety rubs my shoulders or my temple to try to get me to relax.
Well thats lots for me for now. I will post updates of my experiences with this CH and my cycles and any treatments I try and their results.
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