Here is the message nov 11th my dad died ,nov 18th the demon returned after 5 yrs of remission and Ive had 2 or 3 attacks everyday since ,life is about timing and so is death . Fuck whatever god did this to me ,im done ive suffered my last one .Im not strong anymore after 20 years of this  i am going to find peace whoever sees this just try to explain to my family what i was really feeeelling .I love you daddy im on my way to you no more screaming ,just no more screaming

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I am a little confussed on how you went from this...
bartender wrote on Aug 25^th, 2009 at 12:51am:
... To your current posting ... (?)

bartender wrote on Dec 11^th, 2010 at 2:57am:

My sincere condolences for the loss of your Father bartender.


I am sorry the beast is back for you, there is much you can do to help yourself but you have to want to fight.  Forgive me but it sounds from your post that you have given up.  Don't let CH ruin your life read all you can here, see a Headache specialist, check out the oxygen link to the left. 

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P.S. Melissa I didn't see your post until after I posted the above...that's what we get for posting at about the same time