Good evening to all y'all clusterheads and may i begin by wishing you all a merry christmas.
I stumbled across your website a few days ago whilst googling CH and i must say it really is a wonderfully informative resource. Anyway, lets get down to business, the business of ridiculous pain, i'll splain where i'm at...
Around two years ago i started to get these headaches. They'd hit me most days (but not every day) very soon after i woke up in the morning and get very painful very quickly. I felt them only in my right eye and the right side of my head, they'd last circa forty minutes and go from intense pain to no pain in a matter of minutes. I tried paracetamol, but to no avail; i was forced to spend the duration of each headache writhing on my bed.
It took me maybe two weeks to visit a doctor. That seems very stupid now, but at the time i found it very difficult to describe what was happening to me, and given the way the pain vanished so suddenly and that for 90% of the day i was totally fine i had my own doubts that there was anything particularly wrong with me. So anyway the doc didn't know what was up, gave me some co-dydramol, and sent me on my way. As i'm sure you can imagine, the drugs did shag-all, but within one or two weeks the headaches had completely stopped bothering me and i soon forgot about it.
Since then, roughly two years passed, and i left home for university. About two and a half weeks ago, Tuesday the seventh to be precise, i was in a lecture when i started to get a pretty bothersome headache, so when the lecturer announced a 10 minute break i went and got some paracetamol. However it quickly became very apparent that my efforts were futile. The pain (right eye + right side of head) ramped up to unbearable and i was fidgeting like a junkie desperate for a hit. By the time i'd decided i needed to excuse myself i'd recognized my pain as exactly the same kind of pain i'd experienced two years earlier.
I headed for the on campus health centre in search of relief but since no doctor could see me for a few hours i left, knowing my pain would be gone by the time i got seen.
As i feared, the pain struck me again the following morning so that afternoon i saw the doc. No diagnosis, this time i got codeine for the pain. As i'm sure you can imagine, the drugs did shag-all.
Given that i was feeling pain in my eye, i decided to go to an opticians and buy an eye test, thinking that with his high powered devices, the optometrist might be able to see what was wrong. He told me i had a 'recurrent corneal erosion', (another interesting and difficult to treat disorder that presents with excruciating eye pain shortly after waking) and told me to buy some lubricating eye drops. As i'm sure you can imagine, the drugs did shag-all.
Over the next couple of weeks i experienced the headaches most mornings, sometimes i got them in the evenings too. I saw the doctor(s) four more times (during which time migraines and CH were mentioned) and was given some sumatriptan tablets to try. As i'm sure you can imagine, the drugs did shag all. I also got a referral to an ophthalmologist who on Tuesday declared my eyes to be in excellent condition - no RCE.
I took that information back to a doc on Wednesday who said that in that case we're most probably dealing with CH. He gave me sumatriptan nasal sprays and said when i got back to uni after christmas i was welcome to a referral to the nearest specialist migraine clinic to get me thoroughly examined and set up with an abort/preventative plan for the future.
So that's where we're at now really. I've been largely pain free since tuesday. I've fought off a few shadows with red bull - a clever little trick i discovered on this delightful board. This morning my head started bothering me - but i was in no mood for a chritmassy episode so i broke out the nasal spray which had me feeling fine within 15 minutes (nasty taste though). Unfortunately, when christmas dinner was over with we had tiramasu for dessert forgetting all about the marsala wine content which it seems triggered me because 30 minutes later my head was in more pain than it had been since monday evening. However i cracked out the nasal spray again and was sorted in about 10 minutes.
It's nice to have a good idea of what is actually doing this to me, even if it's something as shitty as CH. I guess a lot of you guys understand more than most the fear and frustration of experiencing such anomalous pain and having no clue as to what it is or how to really convey your experience to others.
At 21 it seems i'm relatively young to be enjoying CH so i'm looking forward to it messing me around with no particular rhyme or reason for the next few years. I'm concerned that there's plenty of room for it to get a lot worse - most of my hits have been fairly intolerable hour long affairs but last Thursday's hit was something else, 90 minutes of pathetic groaning, irregular breathing, clutching at my skull, eyes clamped shut, face screwed up, writhing furiously, most agonizing experience ever. This time round i've been treated to some public hits so i'm looking forward to more of those in the future too. It got me on a 3hr train journey last saturday which was a tremendously novel experience.
Anyway i'm definitely rambling now. I guess i'm still trying to get my head round this whole thing. CH is pretty epic. The point is, this seems like a great board and i'm delighted to have found it, it's taught me so much already. So hello to you all

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