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Aug 19th, 2011 at 12:42am
 
Well it's been a rough week or two for me. I've had an ongoing cluster for over a week now. Been to the ER 4 times in the past week and to my doctor three times in the past week. To top it all off, I felt like I was going to die today. My doctor put me on fioricet and almost immediately I started having a bad allergic reaction to it. Was rushed to the ER by ambulance and passed out at least once on the way there. I'm looking for answers to the many questions I have and was hoping this would be a good place to start. I'll cruise the site a lil more before adding any details but basically, the doc's have given up on me. I don't like it when doctors throw their hands up at my problems. Either way, I am new to the site and will try to get accustomed to the rules. Oh and by the way, I'm Gary.

Figured I'd add a lil bit of info about myself. I'm 26y.o., live in central virginia, fairly close to UVA. I'll be completely honest, the reason my docs have given up on me is because I actually have a couple of doctors. I'm a rapid cycle manic depressive and need meds for my psychological problems. The problem there is that the psych doctor feels that my CH are a medical problem and my medical doctor seems to think it's a psych problem. I also am a strong supporter of MEDICAL marijuana. I won't go into my reasoning for that but basically I use medicinal MJ as a part of controlling my moods. Every doctor I go to has this 'look' when I tell them I smoke herb. They immediately think I'm some drug seeking addict when all I want is for the pain to go away. I do NOT like heavy narcotics as they put me in lala land for quite some time. Then when it wears off, I've got a rebounder from hell.

On the kip scale, I've been at a 10, a solid, undeniable 10 for over a week now. Nothing helps. It hurts so bad, suicide seems like a nice idea. Even though I know it'll solve nothing. I can't eat (or keep anything down anyway), sleep, or even cry for it hurts just too darn much. I grit my teeth out of agony, only making things worse.

On my last trip to the ER, they referred me to a neurologist. I plan to call them tomorrow. Then I have another regular doctors appointment this upcoming thursday to try and find a good preventative medication. The problem there is the fact that to prevent something, you've got to get rid of it first. I can NOT get rid of this pain. It hurts something terrible. Dilaudid and morphine are my two best friends right now. Even knowing that the rebounder will be worse. I'm willing to take whatever I can get a script for just to give me a few pain free moments. I'm in agonizing pain 24/7. I haven't eaten a full meal in weeks, I've only got less than 12hrs sleep in the past week, and I literally wish I was dead.

At this point, I am completely lost. I don't know what to do or who to turn to. I just want the pain to go away. PLEASE OFFER ANY HELP YOU CAN!!!
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Reply #1 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 2:28am
 
Hi Gary and welcome

First off, medical marijuana will not help with CH as it is a powerful vaso-dilator, which is the complete opposite of one of our best abortives, oxygen, which works as a vaso-constrictor. Certainly whilst having a CH, I'd avoid using marijuana as it will not help.

You didn't mention taking anything to act as a preventive. What works well are preventives like verapamil, lithium, topomax, etc, which can stop a large percentage of CHs from happening at all. Frequently at the start of a cycle people will use a prednisione taper whilst the main preventive builds up over 10 days or so to an effective dose.

Another route people are using is a combination of high doses of vitamin D3 along with some other supplements. There is a forum topic all about this.

Similarly you didn't mention anything to abort a CH. What works amazingly well is high flow rate oxygen via a non-rebreather mask (see oxygen link on the left). This allows me to abort a CH in around 6 minutes. Another common abortive is imitrex, with the injections working in a few minutes.

Energy drinks, like Red Bull, with caffeine and taurine, can help reduce the duration and intensity of a hit.

Tell us more about what you use to prevent or abort your CHs and we'll be able to give better, more targetted advice.
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Reply #2 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 2:41am
 
I haven't smoked marijuana since the pain started. So that's not it. I used to be on topomax but it interfered with my speaking capabilities. I've been on lithium before and it made me feel like a zombie so I'm not willing to go there again. It's been suggested to me to ask for prednisone and depakote. As well as o2. At this point, I'll try anything. This stuff not only takes it's toll on your body but your emotions as well. I'm at the 'why me' stage and terribly terribly depressed because of it all. I'll keep searching the site but any advice, ANYTHING would help me right now.
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Reply #3 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 6:56am
 
My impression is that your docs don't know headaches.

If possible, find a headache specialist. This is a far more complex area of medicine and, with your complex medical history, you need good skills treating you.
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LOCATING HEADACHE SPECIALIST

1. Search the OUCH site (button on left) for a list of recommended M.D.s.

2. Yellow Pages phone book: look for "Headache Clinics" in the M.D. section and look under "neurologist" where some docs will list speciality areas of practice.

3.  Call your hospital/medical center. They often have an office to assist in finding a physician. You may have to ask for the social worker/patient advocate.

4. Multimedia File Viewing and Clickable Links are available for Registered Members only!!  You need to Login or Register; On-line screen to find a physician.

5. Multimedia File Viewing and Clickable Links are available for Registered Members only!!  You need to Login or Register Look for "Physician Finder" search box. They will send a list of M.D.s for your state.I suggest using this source for several reasons: first, we have read several messages from people who, even seeing neurologists, are unhappy with the quality of care and ATTITUDES they have encountered; second, the clinical director of the Jefferson (Philadelphia) Headache Clinic said, in late 1999, that upwards of 40%+ of U.S. doctors have poor training in treating headache and/or hold attitudes about headache ("hysterical female disorder") which block them from sympathetic and effective work with the patient; third, it's necessary to find a doctor who has experience, skill, and a set of attitudes which give hope of success. This is the best method I know of to find such a physician.

6. Multimedia File Viewing and Clickable Links are available for Registered Members only!!  You need to Login or Register NEW certification program for "Headache Medicine" by the United Council for Neurologic Subspecialties, an independent, non-profit, professional medical organization.
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You report a kip 10 for a week: A series of attacks at this level OR a continuous headache? If the latter, you're not dealing with Cluster AND you need serious attention from a specialist.

SERIOUSLY encourage you to not start jumping from this treatment to that in hopes of gaining control. Situation sounds too complex/serious for delay.

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Please tell us where you live. Follow the next line to a message which explains why knowing your location and your medical history will help us to help you.

Cluster Headache Help and Support › Getting to Know Ya › Newbies, Help us...help you
You can add your location by editing your profile. CP Member --> profile
BUT, Please!, don't post your messages at this location. They won't get the attention you want: use the appropriate sections which follow.
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Reply #4 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 7:55am
 
Hello, Gary, and greetings. You raise several issues and what you've been told so far is golden advice if you are dealing with CHs. I say if because of the nature and longevity of the headache you describe. Uncharacteristic of CHs to be sure but not out of the realm of possibility given rebounds and frequent reoccurrences. That's why you need a headache specialist. But to the point.

You say suicide solves nothing. The problem is, the thought of suicide allows us to contemplate a time and means by which the pain (of any kind) will cease. That becomes by itself a source of comfort and we glom onto it like a thirsty dog at a water hole. If we allow ourselves to dwell on it as a possible solution the pain causes us to dwell even more on ending the pain by ending me. It's an insidious cycle. The way out: begin to really research this site and take copious notes on what has and has not worked for others. Don't worry about whether or not you think it will work, or if you've tried it already. Take the notes. And pay special attention to the means and methods described.

For example. We hear "I've tried O2 and it didn't work." But what they've tried is effective for COPD and not for CHs. We need ultra high flow (25lpm+) coupled with a nonrebreather mask or demand flow valve (my favorite) in order to achieve the most rapid and effective hypervention to promote vasorestriction.

Or "I've tried verapamil" but again at dose levels ineffective for CHs (anywhere from 240mg to 960mg/day). Or in your case, lithium made you tired and topamax hurt your speech. Maybe so. Pretty usual but how badly do you want to ease the pain? And there are other meds available once you are diagnosed.

You also tell us you like to use MJ and opiates. That's a problem in itself. Not only will they mostly not help you with the pain of a CH, they produce a physical and psychological dependence upon a "quick fix" mentality. It's a dangerous combo when other interventions are available.

Take control of this situation by doing what you can: researching, making lists, being proactive as your own best advocate using a qualified and competent headache specialist. Such a doctor knows how intractable CHs can be and won't get frustrated with you.

In the meantime take the O2/energy drink combo as absolute Gospel. I'm of the opinion the O2 cannot hurt you so long as you are following up with medical advice. It was a life saver for me, literally. Not only did it mediate the pain at low levels with improper equipment, it cut abort times to a fraction of my usual time when used at high flow and with the right equipment. And I am a 35 year vet of the CH wars and have been chronic for the past 5 years.

Hope this helps. Good luck and God bless. lance
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Reply #5 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 8:55am
 
WOW!!! Lot of info. But you got some of it wrong. My mistake for posting when I was so tired.

First, I live in central Virginia, about 30 minutes from UVA hospital.

Second, (I'm bouncing around questions in hopes of giving yall the best info I can) I haven't been below a kip scale of 9 for over a week. It's the same thing EVERY day. I wake up, puke my guts out from the pain (which I've just done) and grit my teeth until I can lay back down for a while. Last night I got only about 4hrs sleep and that's more than I've gotten in a while. So at least I'm thankful for that. In answer to the question of whether it's been one continuous pain or a recurrence of pains, to be honest. I don't know which it is. The pain never seems to stop! And this has been going on since last tuesday (10days ago) and to be honest, I'm at the end of my rope it seems.

Third, I'm bipolar (taking cymbalta 60mg and 15mg of Abilify, which I've heard should not be mixed) I'm also a chronic insomniac and have to take seroquel 25mg to even have a chance to fall asleep. However, usually I don't. I sleep VERY little now a days. It just hurts too much to stay asleep and once I'm awake, I'm up for the day.

Lets see, Fourth, I'll admit that I like to indulge myself into marijuana at times, but as for opioids, no, I don't like them. I like to maintain a bit of self control and on them, I can't control (or remember) anything. So even though I've been getting a lot of them, opioids,  are FAR from my drug of choice.

Fifth, Thank you Bob Johnson for all the links and info. I will study each one (and take notes) after I'm a bit more awake.

Wimsey1, like I said, I'm a rapid cycle manic depressive (bipolar) so the thought of suicide is always lurking in the back of my mind at hard times. I'm on my meds for this and as long as I take them I'm in no danger of harming myself. I love what little bit of family I have too much to put them through that despair. So at the very least, that's one thing you don't have to deal with.

I also didn't mean to come off sounding like I wasn't willing to try lithium or topomax. I've been there, done that but it was at a dosage concurrent with bipolar. Not CH. So I'm willing to try anything. Even if that means trying something I've already been on.

Sorry the white background of this page is too bright right now. Will break out the yellow pages and go from there for a while. I'll be back though and I welcome and support any help that you all may be able to give me. Wish me luck!

Also, the neurologist suggested to me last night at the ER (and I hope I'm not breaking any rules by posting this) is Christopher Scherer out of Charlottesville, VA. I will give him a call shortly.
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Reply #6 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 7:12pm
 
Today has without a doubt been one of the worst days of my life. I called my regular doctor 3 times today trying to get in touch with someone. After they closed they called and told me all this IS MY FAULT!!! They said that I should've stayed in the ER until my headache went away. That I shouldn't have left while still being in pain. The ER doc's didn't want me there any more, did all their willing to do (which was just pump me full of dilaudid) kept me there waiting for over 7hrs and now it's MY fault for leaving???? I mean the doctor actually raised her voice at me saying that I shouldn't have left before the pain went away. The thing that they don't understand is you give someone 4mg of dilaudid and you're NOT going to feel anything. Much less be in any pain. So how in the heck is it MY fault for leaving????

I'm at the end of my rope, I can't go through this anymore. I've called every neurologist in town and the soonest I can be seen is the middle of next month. That's too far away. I won't make it til then. I just won't. I can't stand to be in this much pain. I've tried everything, I'm puking my guts out every five minutes and I'm in debilitating pain 24/7. I don't know what to do. Please offer suggestions. I'll do anything to end this pain. PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!
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Reply #7 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 8:37pm
 
Are you seeing a psychiatrist for the bipolar? If yes, ask him if he would give you a sample of this med. You will know with 1-3 uses whether it helps.

Don't limit yourself to the local market for a headache specialist Too important that you see somone with the skill/experience to help you (back to my first post on how to locate one0>
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Headache 2001 Sep;41(8):813-6 

Olanzapine as an Abortive Agent for Cluster Headache.

Rozen TD.

Department of Neurology, Jefferson Headache Center/Thomas Jefferson University Hospital, Philadelphia, Pa.

OBJECTIVE: To evaluate olanzapine as a cluster headache abortive agent in an open-label trial. BACKGROUND: Cluster headache is the most painful headache syndrome known. There are very few recognized abortive therapies for cluster headache and fewer for patients who have contraindications to vasoconstrictive drugs. METHODS: Olanzapine was given as an abortive agent to five patients with cluster headache in an open-label trial. THE INITIAL OLANZAPINE DOSE WAS 5 MG, AND THE DOSE WAS INCREASED TO 10 MG IF THERE WAS NO PAIN RELIEF. THE DOSAGE WAS DECREASED TO 2.5 MG IF THE 5-MG DOSE WAS EFFECTIVE BUT CAUSED ADVERSE EFFECTS. To be included in the study, each patient had to treat at least two attacks with either an effective dose or the highest tolerated dose. RESULTS: Five patients completed the investigation (four men, one woman; four with chronic cluster, one with episodic cluster). Olanzapine reduced cluster pain by at least 80% in four of five patients, and TWO PATIENTS BECAME HEADACHE-FREE AFTER TAKING THE DRUG. Olanzapine typically alleviated pain within 20 minutes after oral dosing and treatment response was consistent across multiple treated attacks. The only adverse event was sleepiness. CONCLUSIONS: Olanzapine appears to be a good abortive agent for cluster headache. IT ALLEVIATES PAIN QUICKLY AND HAS A CONSISTENT RESPONSE ACROSS MULTIPLE TREATED ATTACKS. IT APPEARS TO WORK IN BOTH EPISODIC AND CHRONIC CLUSTER HEADACHE.

PMID 11576207 PubMed

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Olanzapine has a brand name of "Zyprexa" and is a antipsychotic. Don't be put off by this primary usage. Several of the drugs used to treat CH are cross over applications, that is, drugs approved by the FDA for one purpose which are found to be effective with unrelated conditions--BJ.
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Since this abstract was first posted Zyprexa has appeared in some lists of recommended meds for CH. [BJ]
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Reply #8 - Aug 19th, 2011 at 8:58pm
 
Yes I am seeing a psychiatrist but don't have an appointment for over a month. I need relief now, not a month from now. I'm throwing up everything I put into my stomach and then just dry heaving the rest of the time. I'm seriously considering admitting myself to the hospital because I'm so suicidal from the pain. No one will help me. No one believes me. And everyone thinks I'm just looking for narcotics. I don't want any friggin narcotics, I want this pain to go away. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've lost all hope of getting through this. I'm not strong enough. The life I'm living isn't worth living through at all. I don't know what to do, who to see, or where to go. I'm lost.
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Reply #9 - Aug 20th, 2011 at 12:23am
 
In enough pain and despair that I've become suicidal as hell. I'm going back to the ER and I'm not leaving this time without some improvements. I just can't live like this because it's NOT living, it's suffering. The ER will probably put a 72hr hold on me so I may not be back on for a few days. Please offer up any suggestions you feel that may be appropriate. I'll check this post when I get out. Wish me luck everyone.
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Reply #10 - Aug 20th, 2011 at 11:36am
 
Went to the ER last night and actually got a doctor that knew what CH were. He fixed me up nice and good. Gave me a loading dose of depacote and a couple scripts. The scripts that I got are for dexamethasone 4mg and Valporic acid 500mg delayed release capsules. Anyone have any idea what or how effective they are???
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Reply #11 - Aug 20th, 2011 at 11:44am
 
Print this out. It lists the major meds for Cluster, dosing, and their purpose. As things change over time, you will find this a useful bit of info.

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Reply #12 - Aug 22nd, 2011 at 7:09am
 
Again I stress read the O2 link at left and get on it ASAP: high flow, nonrebreather. Medical or welders O2 it doesn't matter. It is the #1 abortive. lance
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Reply #13 - Aug 22nd, 2011 at 10:57pm
 
Hey Gary,

Really really sorry to hear about what you're going  through.

The high liter flow 100% O2  that Lance recommended is wildly popular here because it works well for the vast majority of us. I hope you can give it a try, along with the Zyprexa Bob mentioned.

Don't give up hope - those of us that really research this thing here (something that I do realize has to be very difficult for you at the moment)  tend to find some significant relief.



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CH according to Bejeeber:

Strictly relying on doctors for CH treatment is often a prescription that will keep you in a whole lot of PAIN. Doctors are WAY behind in many respects, and they are usually completely unaware of the benefits of high flow 100% O2.

There are lots of effective treatments documented at this site. Take matters into your own hands, learn as much as you can here and at clusterbusters.com, put it into practice, then tell this CH beast Jeebs said hello right before you bash him so hard with a swift uppercut knockout punch that his stupid horns go flinging right off.
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Reply #14 - Oct 9th, 2011 at 11:05pm
 
Hey Gary!

I hope you are now PF!! If not you need the O2!! I am just over the mountain from you in the valley and if no one else will my family doc will give you the script you need. I share with him the research that I find and he has been writing my script for 4 years now. I don't even have to go to his office now when a cycle starts. O2 is your best bet for PF days!
Ever had your vitamin D checked? It sounds like that could possibly help you in more than one way!
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Reply #15 - Oct 10th, 2011 at 12:27am
 
Gary, you have so much going on at the same time it makes my head spin and I feel deeply for what you are going through.  In fact it brought a tear to my eye.   Cry

None of us here are doctors but Bob Johnson in his above posts is as  close to good advice as you can get without an M.D, after their name.  I hope you will re-read what he has to say.

If you've been to the ER 4 times this week...I have to ask.  Was it at  all helpful?  most of us who've been there-done that, would say no.. a hundred times over.  Most ER rooms/doctors  have no clue what a CH is, have no idea of how to treat it, most ER's make you wait for several hours which of course by that time the attack has passed..a lot of the personnel think we are drug seekers, or...if someone there actually knows what a CH is, by the time you are seen it's over. You can go to
the nearest fire station quicker and use their oxygen for free.  While there,  be sure to educate them on CH.

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