He attacks me when i am most vonerable my mind is dorment and my thoughts are uncontrollable. He comes for me like a freight train through the night and hits me with all his might I quickly arise and start to fight. I pray that I win but quikly realize i wont so I pray to god to just keep me afloat. NO I just dont want to make it through I will rise to my feet overcome and beat you! But deep in my mind I know this isnt true but maybe just maybe if I try it once more I can get even with you and settle the score. This fight is till the death so i summon up all of my strength and take a deep breath. My strength doesnt last long for he is to strong once again I am wrong and all hope is gone. He drops me to my knees as I lay on the floor I begin to scream and let out a roar please stop this God i cant take this anymore! Then the pain starts to subside I see him smile and i hear a whisper deep inside he says ill be back in a little while

Welcome to the board Yankee. As Lance said, give us an intro when you get a chance. Are you working with a decent neuro? Do you have an effective treatment program? Oxygen, Imitrex? There's so much available to improve the quality o your life, I'd hate to think you're just suffering through them.

Joe