Hello all!
My name is Cristina, and I just found this site at 4:00am during an attack... I was trying to distract myself, and the cat seemed to be sick of watching me pace around the room. I have had CH since I was 19, and I am 27 now. At first, I didn't know what the hell it was, only that it was the worst headache I had ever had. It was only one episode, and believe it or not, I got rid of it with a dissolving Excedrin (they don't even have those anymore).
After a few more CH here and there, I finally broke down and went to the doctor. I expected him to order an MRI or a CT scan, or something... Not so. He told me I was getting migraines, prescribed me Frova, and off I went.
The Frova worked for a while, however, having no insurance meant that it was $20.00 per pill... That didn't last. After the free samples the doctor gave me, I was alone in my battle. It was just me and Advil, waking up at 3:00am and trying to distract myself by watching whatever was on TV at the time (Pink Flamingos).
When I could finally afford (barely) to get insurance, I had to lie about these pre-existing "migraines", as they would have surely turned me down. The next doctor I saw said the same thing, "migraines". But I had come to know people with actual migraines... They didn't always have the same side affected, they didn't get s stuffy nose on that side, and they didnt get them every other day and then every day, so wtf???
As I started working towards becoming an RN, I grew more and more curious... I researched online, even though I know it's not always credible. But what I found about cluster headaches was EXACTLY what I was experiencing, to a T. Of course my doctor insisted I just had "migraines". But I was exited that I finally knew what was up, even though she didn't. And that I wasn't dying from some kind of brain tumor.
I suppose I should go on to describe my "demon" for you guys, so you know I'm not full of it haha. It starts on my left side, behind my eye. It usually starts dull, or as a shadow, and this is the time that I need to take medication, otherwise I'm screwed for like 2-3 hours. The pain is so intense that I literally want to die. I'm rolling around on the bed or on the floor, and I wrap my arms around my head and squeeze as tightly as I can. It feels like an extreme brain freeze right behind my eye that won't stop. Usually when a cycle starts, the CHs occur every other day, like clockwork. After a week or two, it's every day. Then maybe several times a day. Then they're gone. And each cycle lasts about a month to a month and a half. It seems to be more prevalent in the summer and winter months, or during an extreme weather change.
Currently I'm taking Maxalt MLT. They taste like crap but they work in about 30-45min if I take it in time... I have read about the oxygen therapy, and would love to try it. But I still have not even been diagnosed with clusters, and no one listens. I was given Imitrex just last week, 100mg tablets... Unfortunately they did nothing. And then just last night I found you guys, while in the throws of another demon. As the sun came up and the demon finally left me, I looked at this website more and more... It totally fits my personality and humor, plus I know that I am not alone, and that unfortunately, there are many sufferers just like myself, who are not understood by anyone.
I really look forward to meeting you guys and sharing with you. This is the first time I have ever been a part of a group like this, so I'm exited to try it.
That's about all for now
Cristina