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Re: Missing Work
Reply #25 - Oct 25th, 2011 at 11:32pm
 
Long day jabbing stomach 4x while driving 80mph w/ my knees on lonely desert highway Cry  but this blonde/blue eyed Viking made it in/out of an unsafe, poverty stricken war zone safely with a bag of Imigran Solucion and a full stomach...awesome food!  Wink
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Reply #26 - Oct 26th, 2011 at 8:04am
 
Wow...that's truly going the extra mile...and mile...and mile. Glad you're safe and away from the border wars. How often do you have to make that trip? Blessings. lance
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Reply #27 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 12:31am
 
wimsey1 wrote on Oct 26th, 2011 at 8:04am:
Wow...that's truly going the extra mile...and mile...and mile. Glad you're safe and away from the border wars. How often do you have to make that trip? Blessings. lance


That was my 2nd time.  Last time was my last cycle, Aug/Sep 2005.  Tragic accident/Coma resulted in a 6 yr remission of CH's, but the Demon and his little f--kin gremlins are all making up for time missed with me, that's for damn sure!

Tortured w/ 11 attacks in past 24 hours since i've returned from south of the border.  Maybe got 4 hours sleep total in last 48 hours, absolutely drained.  This is a living nightmare!!!  Used most of my free time last night and today on this site researching archives, pdf files, etc.

Am starting another Pred taper and this time adding the Verapamilo.  Did not start Verap 18 days ago at start of 1st Pred taper cuz I was...

A-hoping the anti-inflammatory regimen would have helped, but after 4 & 1/2 weeks absolutely no benefit whatsoever, however I will still take it nightly just in case it all of a sudden helps.

B-didn't want to take the chance of my sex life being destroyed by Verapamil possible male side effects, but after 4 yrs she dumped me last week, so might as well take what worked for me in past cycles.

Let my boss know I will try to return to work on Monday-Halloween, but I doubt I will get there as i'm too afraid to be away from my o2 tank.  Hoping for the best of course!

Sure miss the days of having a decent paying job that offered medical benefits and short term disability!!!

I'd be surprised if I were the only 1 in cycle right now that is not able to work.  Anybody else going through something similar?
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Reply #28 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 5:15am
 
I'm one of the guilty ones that stays off the boards until I'm suffering again...must be something in the back of my brain telling me if I don't think about it, it will go away...heh.

Back to reality.

I've been online here for the last few hours hoping that some miracle cure happened since 2009 (my last cycle). I have been in the non-working mode for two days now with one of the most unpredictable cycles my mind can remember in the 22+ years I have been living with this...thing. I can't honestly say I've tried all possible treatments but I've tried a lot. I had to place a call today to get my O2 script renewed as that is pretty much all I do anymore. I had become a pincushion for a few Neuro's in the past and finally, around 2001, decided, with the help of a close friend and family, to detox myself. I'll be straight with you. It was hell. After that cycle stopped, NOTHING happened for the better part of 3 years.

I don't even remember what I was taking at the time but I know a ton of the different varieties/cocktails I had been taking over the years is still in use today. After an almost 3 year period, it came back....first in the Spring, then in the Fall. It went away for almost 2 years...then repeated the same schedule. The last couple cycles have been more erratic but then again, I think I may have broken one with some clusterbuster treatments back in 2006. Ever since then, I'd have better luck winning the Powerball jackpot than trying to predict my next cycle.

I guess my whole point of this rambling is to say; "I'm back" and that you're not alone.

I'm taking tomorrow off work as well and also going to give the Batch method a shot as it's not to far from the stuff I'm already taking...just in larger quantities. There's quite a bit of stuff to go over since I've been out of the loop for so long...and, it's a good excuse to not sleep   :/
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Reply #29 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 5:28am
 
Uncontrollable,
Many only come here when in cycle, I am also guilty of this, welcome back. 

We are all "David Banner" on the same drowning battle ship trying to stay afloat. 

Sounds like you know quite a bit about CH's and have taken proactive steps in your treatment over the years.

Thanks for sharing I a not the only 1 missing work as a result of CH's.

Stick around, PFDAN to you  Wink
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Reply #30 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 7:48am
 
Hey Uncontrollable, and welcome back. No cure since 2009, but as you're finding, we have learned a lot about how to tweak the prevents and aborts. I came here looking for a way to deal with the Beast and I found several. I would encourage you to make an exhaustive list of everything that someone has said has helped, whether or not you have already tried that, noting specifically doses and frequencies. Then, compare that list exhaustive list against your own experience, again noting anything different from when you tried it. Pay particular attention to the O2 links. Many of us are finding that we started with 8-15lpm and a general nonrebreather mask, and found that flows up to 40lpm with a specialized clustermask helped tremendously. And coupled with an energy drink, brought my abort times down to 3-5 minutes. Same with verapamil. On it forever, but at the label max of 240mg/day. Now, at 640mg/day I have some control over the hits. Let us know how you are doing and don't hesitate to ask questions. God bless. lance
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Reply #31 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 9:03am
 
Uncontrollable,
Was thinking about what you and I both wrote here...we don't come around often enough when out of cycle.  I do check in here and there, but not like during a cycle that's for sure.  PF time we don't want to think about CH's so we focus on being productive, right?  At least that was my logic, until a few minutes ago I realized that this cycle my PF time is spent researching and trying to better understand everything new and what I never learned before and what I once knew but forgot.

I think it would be wise of sufferers to read when not in cycle, as I for one certainly would rather my PF (while in cycle) time to be shared w/ my 11 yr old son.

Also, I feel good when I help others, just my kind nature.  So to post encouragement and/or recommendation to somebody suffering, even when out of cycle, makes me feel good knowing I helped somebody possibly feel better.

Does this logic of mine make any sense? Maybe not, lol, cuz i've had barely any sleep in I don't know how long now.

To Lance and others taking Verapamil...
I've read a few "dont's" while taking Verap:

1. avoid grapefruit & grapefruit juice
2. no melatonin
3. avoid energy drinks

#1 is from drugs.com and heard it from pharmacists.

Is there any validity to #2 or #3 ?

I'm planning on starting Verapamil on Friday am and taking advantage of Redbull and 02 today/Thursday.  Redbull w/ o2 helps m much better than 02 alone, so would prefer to wait a day on Verapamil to hopefully get a few things done.

Hit 4x KIP 8-8-9-9 in past 6 hours.  Very minimal PF time so have tried sleeping.  No more than 45 minutes PF. 

Hit 1 & 2...Trex nasal spray abort less than 10 min and 2nd attack aborted w/ spray in less than 5 min.

Hit 3 & 4...Trex inj (3mg) abort less than 15 min.  and 4th Trex inj (3mg) no abort/just reduced to low KIP 3 which I have now.

o2 is out and will get refill in less than 2 hrs when welders supply opens for the morning.  Too much Imitrex I know, but am out on a limb Cry
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Reply #32 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 9:34am
 
Welcome back uncontrollable. Don't sweat the staying away while out of cycle, everyone deals with their cycles differently. The Batch regimen has been working wonders for many, hope it gives you the edge you're looking for.

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Reply #33 - Oct 27th, 2011 at 3:49pm
 
Hey guys!

Thanks for the warm welcome back! Though, this isn't how I would like to spend my time in a perfect world (no offense), it is nice to know I'm not on that deserted island completely alone.

I agree with Vegas that we should be more proactive in staying current with the boards. For all I know, something could have been discovered and I could be taking something in my PF time to keep the beast at bay. So far, I have gathered a ton of info that could possibly help. I WILL keep you guys up to date.

Wimsey, when I dropped everything but the O2, it was a rocky start but I finally found my groove by modifying an old non-rebreather from an ER trip and messing with the regulator I was renting...since then, I have purchased the Clustermask and bought my own regulator that bumps up to 25 lpm. No easy task, mind you. Most of these max at 10-15. It took a little digging and reopening my ebay account but it was worth it.

If I can keep myself calm and slowly exhale, 15 lpm will fill the bag quick enough. When that doesn't apply, 25 does the trick. Usually not on it more than 15min and I'm keeping Red Bull stocked in the fridge. A friend had mentioned Bronkaid when i told them about the effects of Red Bull and even gave me a few tablets but I have been too scared to give it a try. I have seen mention of it here on the boards but I guess I'm just weird like that.

Guiseppi, I'm on Day 1 of the Batch method...MAN that's a lot of pills to swallow! I will keep you guys in the loop as far as progress goes. I still plan on taking no prescriptions (besides O2, of course) this cycle so my results should be pretty un-tainted one way or the other.

Thanks again for being out there...all of you!

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Reply #34 - Oct 28th, 2011 at 10:02am
 
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To Lance and others taking Verapamil...
I've read a few "dont's" while taking Verap:

1. avoid grapefruit & grapefruit juice
2. no melatonin
3. avoid energy drinks

#1 is from drugs.com and heard it from pharmacists.

Is there any validity to #2 or #3 ?


Gregg, thanks for the reminders that we need to check drug interactions even when using OTC products. I have to say I have not heard of, or experienced, any interactions between verapamil and melatonin that would scare me off. My neurologists (I have two!) both are aware of what I take, and have not had a problem. Nor have I. The energy drinks are another matter. I limit myself to one a day, at most 2 but almost always 1 works fine. Too much could be worrisome with the level of verapamil I take daily. We have issued warnings about this from time to time, so it's good to be cautious. God bless. lance
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Reply #35 - Oct 28th, 2011 at 2:05pm
 
How about keeping some tanks in your car while you work?  I'm guessing that, if you are walking door to door, you park your car somewhere near? If you feel a hit coming, make your next stop your car.  For those times you can't make it there, use your Trex. 

I no longer go anywhere without a way to abort a hit.  Whether it is a shot or a tank, I've learned that they are a part of my life.  I won't let my CH determine what I do or where I go OR whether I am able to work.
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Reply #36 - Oct 28th, 2011 at 9:05pm
 
Jeannie wrote on Oct 28th, 2011 at 2:05pm:
How about keeping some tanks in your car while you work?  I'm guessing that, if you are walking door to door, you park your car somewhere near? If you feel a hit coming, make your next stop your car.  For those times you can't make it there, use your Trex. 

I no longer go anywhere without a way to abort a hit.  Whether it is a shot or a tank, I've learned that they are a part of my life.  I won't let my CH determine what I do or where I go OR whether I am able to work. 


O2 in car and Imitrex sounds good in theory, but the reality is...

I could purchase a small tank and another mask and another high flow regulator and a 670 connection customized to fit the smaller o2 tank, etc., etc but O2 only works 1/2 the time for me and those 50% times when I can abort with o2 requires 20 to 30 minutes to completely abort.  Reason being is one of my lungs is only 70% at best due to past injury (hemopneumothorax) so requires me to be on o2 longer than "ideal studies of abort times". 

Just had a 2 hour phone call with Batch who says my o2 therapy is spot on, so I know I am doing everything I properly can.

So my work productivity level would be minimal as much of my workday would be attached to an o2 tank and mentally preparing for the next appointment while being exhausted from my last attack.  Using o2 while out and about on sales calls to 30+ businesses daily would be an exhausting, time consuming and very painful challenge.

Without a doctor, health insurance nor prescription...Imitrex is extremely limited supply, but does exist thanks to donations and minimal cash purchases in Mexico.  Even if I had an unlimited supply of Imitrex, we all know the rebounds are common and the side effects of too much trex is harmful. 

So with an avg of 3x/day attacks btw 8am to 5pm "work hours", I am truly restricted from a productive work day.  Bottom line is until I am out of high cycle, I am limited on my productivity with any aspect of my life, specifically my job.

I am in a very high cycle getting hit every hour of the night and absolutely exhausted during the day while enduring addtl 3x/day hits.  Feel like I am going out on a limb on the rare occasion that I am able to leave the house for a quick grocery run or get my son to school, so have minimal confidence I could survive 1 full work day without consequences.  I am sincerely not well.

Just got off the phone w/ my boss who told me I need to make a decision if I can return to work next week and go full force or if I need to part ways and get healthy.  Once healthy enough to work to call him and ask for my job back but no guarantees.  I am no where near ready to go back to work in the same capacity and have no idea if my cycle is ending, if I am going chronic, or when my high cycle will end.

I don't want to quit and my boss says he doesn't want to can me.  But my boss says I have to make a decision on Monday if I am well enough to work without more time taken off or he will have to hire somebody else and can not afford a replacement and me.

Unfortunately this is not my decision if I am able to get out of cycle by Monday, it is the Beasts decision, as I truly have no control over when I am going to be attacked, how long I am to remain in cycle, etc.

Feeling much pain physically, emotionally and financially.  I am truly stuck btw a rock and a hard place w/ decision to give my boss on Monday. 
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Reply #37 - Nov 3rd, 2011 at 10:48pm
 
Well, I was scheduled to go back to work this past Monday-Halloween.  However, my cycle is still high and unable to be away from o2 for long periods of time as i'm still being attacked an average of 3x/day and 4x/nightly.

Paid cash for a neurologist appointment yesterday and it went very well.

Got doctors note to stay away from work til the 21st.  This should give enough time for blood levels to titrate and become effective with Verapamil prescription.

My boss told me he has a business to run and will need to find a replacement if I can not return to work this week.  He asked me to resign and after i'm healthy enough to work to call him and IF an opening is still available, then I am welcome back.  Key word is IF.  No thanks! 

I let him know I am not resigning and will return on the 21st and if he can not be patient to wait, then I guess he would just have to terminate me.  He is the cheapest, most frugal man i've ever worked with and his only concern is his company, not his sole breadwinner salesman (me) welfare.  Only him and his wife and me are full-time employees and he nor she has even called me once to ask how i'm doing.  I've been away from the office since the 20th.  This clearly shows they are only out for themselves and don't care about me.  No benefits, just low hourly pay and horrible pay plan on commissions.

After 4 days of emailing back n forth between my boss and I, he advised he is not terminating me.  Probably because he realizes A-few salespeople will match my loyalty and efforts and B-the time it would take to train a replacement, I would've returned to work. 

It's too bad he didn't fire me because after the back n forth stressful emails with him over these past several days I believe there is much hostility built up and am not looking forward to working for this jerk anymore.  Not to mention all of these emails were triggers to attacks!!!

FMLA not available due to the 50/75 rule and EEOC is not available either, as the company I work with has only 3 full time employees.

Suppose the good news is at least I still have a job with time off (not paid) to hopefully get my cycle under control.
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Reply #38 - Nov 15th, 2011 at 3:39pm
 
I don't feel so isolated now that i've read this new report...

"Cluster Headache Personal Burden.—In the USA, 17% of the surveyed population had lost a full-time job due to their cluster headaches. A total of 8% were currently out of work or were on work-related dis- ability secondary too their headaches. Full lost days of work per year secondary to cluster headache were 1 to 10 days in 47%, 11 or more days in 21%, while 32% had never lost a single day of work. A total of 38% were unable to leave their homes between 1 and 12 days per year because of their cluster headaches, while 11% stated they were literally bed-bound for 31 days or more per year because of headaches, while 28% had never lost a single day because of head pain."
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Reply #39 - Dec 9th, 2011 at 7:58pm
 
Only 7 weeks away from work, with neurologist notes submitted stating "temporarily disabled" and received notification from employer that my position has been replaced. Embarrassed

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