Jeannie wrote on Oct 28th, 2011 at 2:05pm:How about keeping some tanks in your car while you work? I'm guessing that, if you are walking door to door, you park your car somewhere near? If you feel a hit coming, make your next stop your car. For those times you can't make it there, use your Trex.
I no longer go anywhere without a way to abort a hit. Whether it is a shot or a tank, I've learned that they are a part of my life. I won't let my CH determine what I do or where I go OR whether I am able to work.
O2 in car and Imitrex sounds good in theory, but the reality is...
I could purchase a small tank and another mask and another high flow regulator and a 670 connection customized to fit the smaller o2 tank, etc., etc but O2 only works 1/2 the time for me and those 50% times when I can abort with o2 requires 20 to 30 minutes to completely abort. Reason being is one of my lungs is only 70% at best due to past injury (hemopneumothorax) so requires me to be on o2 longer than "ideal studies of abort times".
Just had a 2 hour phone call with Batch who says my o2 therapy is spot on, so I know I am doing everything I properly can.
So my work productivity level would be minimal as much of my workday would be attached to an o2 tank and mentally preparing for the next appointment while being exhausted from my last attack. Using o2 while out and about on sales calls to 30+ businesses daily would be an exhausting, time consuming and very painful challenge.
Without a doctor, health insurance nor prescription...Imitrex is extremely limited supply, but does exist thanks to donations and minimal cash purchases in Mexico. Even if I had an unlimited supply of Imitrex, we all know the rebounds are common and the side effects of too much trex is harmful.
So with an avg of 3x/day attacks btw 8am to 5pm "work hours", I am truly restricted from a productive work day. Bottom line is until I am out of high cycle, I am limited on my productivity with any aspect of my life, specifically my job.
I am in a very high cycle getting hit every hour of the night and absolutely exhausted during the day while enduring addtl 3x/day hits. Feel like I am going out on a limb on the rare occasion that I am able to leave the house for a quick grocery run or get my son to school, so have minimal confidence I could survive 1 full work day without consequences. I am sincerely not well.
Just got off the phone w/ my boss who told me I need to make a decision if I can return to work next week and go full force or if I need to part ways and get healthy. Once healthy enough to work to call him and ask for my job back but no guarantees. I am no where near ready to go back to work in the same capacity and have no idea if my cycle is ending, if I am going chronic, or when my high cycle will end.
I don't want to quit and my boss says he doesn't want to can me. But my boss says I have to make a decision on Monday if I am well enough to work without more time taken off or he will have to hire somebody else and can not afford a replacement and me.
Unfortunately this is not my decision if I am able to get out of cycle by Monday, it is the Beasts decision, as I truly have no control over when I am going to be attacked, how long I am to remain in cycle, etc.
Feeling much pain physically, emotionally and financially. I am truly stuck btw a rock and a hard place w/ decision to give my boss on Monday.