BreMac
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Hello to all CH survivors my name is Brett MacDonald, I am 47 now and been dancing since I was 17 and this is my story. In the early years the Beast rarely showed himself, after the first dance it was about 2-3 years (give or take a year) between concerts. I never bothered to discuss them with a Doctor as in my 47 year I may have seen a Doctor 20-30 times? not exactly sure, I felt uncomfortable going to a Doctor with a simple thing as a headache, even if they were this debilitating, they have plenty of really patients and back then they were few and far between. It has only been within the last 7-10 years that they have had made more then 1 visit per year and grown in severity. It was 5 years ago when I was actually diagnosed as having CH, not by a family Doctor but by 2 emergency ward Doctors. This was during one of the most intense concerts (in which I had my first blackout) They performed countless tests including 2 separate CT scans, a Lumbar puncture, and many body fluid tests, the first energ Doctor was near the beginning of the dance the second was near the end, that one lasted almost 2 months. Both recommended I visit a family Doctor, so I did, twice, the first visit he did nothing, took him 10 minutes to find my file on his computer ??? just sent me home told me to get some rest. The second visit was almost the same, he did no tests, said the emerg had done them all, and also that I was to old to have these kinds of headaches, but if I wanted to start a daily diary of them it would be a good idea, sorry I have never gone back to see him. Since then I have made 5 more visits to the emerg for O2 and a injection, only when I can't tolerate the dance any more. Due to the distance between visits in my early years I did not pay much attention to the symptoms or warnings, but since "The Band" has been making yearly ( sometimes 2-4) comebacks I have paid more attention to them. It starts with the "Shadow" dancing which can last from a few weeks to aprox 8 months, at which time the Beast can make an appearance at any given time ( I have yet to find any consistency in them time of day wise, only in the seasonally sense Fall/Winter the worst but he has made a few appearances in the Spring and Summer only in the last few years) During these shadow moments my sensitivity to bright lights, sharp high pitched sounds and strong perfumes is increased, at times any of these can set the stage for a concert. It normally comes as a screaming intense pain spike aprox 5 minutes after I encounter the trigger, either behind the right eye, on the right side around the ear or jaw or through the top of my head, these spikes last from aprox. 30 sec to a few mins. That is my warning the Beast is at the back stage door waiting for his intro, unless I can block it the concert begins 2-3 hours long with a few encores on special occasions. This has been my story, I know I have probably missed a few points, symptoms or other information but it was not easy for me to tell my story. For aprox. 20 years I have been alone no one to talk to who understood or even believed what I was trying to tell them. It was always the same response "Its a headache Everyone gets them take a pill and suck it up" or "Ignore him he's just looking for attention" so I learned to keep it to myself and became a loner,no friends and only seeing family at Christmas (if they were lucky). Please feel free to question or comment on my story I look forward to any you may have. I would like to thank all who are or were involved in creating this wondrous and informational site : Mr. Daren Johnson its creator TODD for the CH guide for new visitors Mr. Bob Kipple for the Kip Scale lc bob for the interview with the Devil ( I love it gives a whole new meaning to the phrase "He/She is dancing to the tune of a different drummer)
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