Legion is what i call 'them'. they have been coming for me for about 8 years now. scince they began they have been with me everynight. last year i had a month pf and thought they finally had gone, but they just came back worse and now instead of them coming 5 or 6 a night its well over 10. just a blur really. wake up on the floor, O2 generator still going, turn it off, pass out, wake up full blast, O2 doesn't help then,just have to take it till they stop, pass out...over n over n over. i have no life n e more. i used to. i miss it, miss my family, my friends. this shits taken everything from me. the only thing that keeps me from putting a bullet through my head is just keep telling myself no fckin way can i do that to my kids. thoughts come, maybe a car crash fast as it will go right into a wall, tragic n unfortunate,but just a crash. my luck i'd just wake up crippled with them still coming. i wasnt like this before, i had a normal life, considered myself a good dad,