...from several years ago. I haven't been on since then because I lost my login and password in a laptop debacle.  I am an episodic. I have been PF for three years and thought I was done (58 now and my neurologist told me as my arteries hardened I could expect relief - well, that's good and bad, because they have come back...) I am also out of verapamil and because no job, no ins. I can't get any. All I have left if clonidine and not much of that. Sad. 

I am unemployed, have no health insurance, have 3 nasal snorts of imitrex left, no O2 and no way of getting any. I am thinking this might be from the decreasing light and maybe my arteries NOT hardening. But whatever, I am dreading this. For the last 3 nights, I have not wanted to go into REM sleep because I am scared. So, I haven't slept.  And I am very irritable and have one coming on now.  I need the support.  Welcome back, clusterbud!...  Cry