VinceB
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Hi, I know and totally respect that you all don't do diagnosis, but I'm desperate for some help, and wondering if you could help me figure out if my headaches could be (not are / are not, but could be) clusters. Whatever they are, I know they're a bit unusual and so far my neurologist doesn't want to call them anything other than 'unclassifiable' headaches. Basically, I am just hoping that if any of you have been formally diagnosed with cluster headaches but have slightly unusual symptoms like me that would encourage me.
So, here's my story...
My headaches started 54 days ago on 1/14. I had never had any previous headache problems asides from your very occasion minor ones.
When they began they were usually triggered by coughing or sometimes lifting, followed by brief intense pain near the top of my head on the right side, which dissipated fairly quickly but then I was left with a moderate headache for about an hour after that.
Over the next two to three weeks the connection to the triggers became weaker and weaker and I began to have the headaches with no discernable trigger at all. I also began to get intense pain in, behind and around my right eye in addition to or instead of the spot on the right side at the top of my head.
Finally, after about three weeks, I also began getting a dull pain at the back of my head and in my neck, also on the right side.
I get headaches every day, but they are not constant. They have increased in frequency since they began. They have always been more common in the PM hours. For the first month or so I almost never had them in the mornings or AM hours. I have been getting them more in the mornings, too, recently.
In terms of duration, it's a little bit hard because I feel like they kind of come in waves but I'd say they tend to last from 30min - 3 hr.
In terms of intensity, there's a lot of variation, both from day to day and from headache to headache within the day. Thankfully, the majority of them I'd put about a 7 on the kip scale - painful - but not at the level of what some of you have to deal with regularly. Some days, perhaps two a week, I get lucky and only max out with 6's. A couple days a week, I get 8's. And about once a week I do hit that 9-10 range where I'm about to lose my mind. I have no idea how you guys deal with that on a daily basis. [As an aside, part of me is really scared because I am a little afraid this is getting worse, thankfully not quickly, but I don't know how I could handle those any more often - I'm actually shaking a little bit as I type this.] While initially, I thought of my headaches as getting worse through the day, worst being in the evening, the worst ones to date have actually been from 11 pm - 2 am and have started to wake me up at night - but this has only started and happened a few times the past couple weeks or so.
Also, in terms of the autonomic effects. I do sometimes, but don't usually have these (the eye tearing and the runny nose just on the right side). I have them more frequently with the more intense headaches than the less intense ones, but it's not a perfect correlation either, occasionally my eye/nose will go nuts with a minor headache or I'll have a crazy headache but get next to nothing from my nose/eye.
In case you were wondering, I don't have nausea or visual disturbances of any kind. I do usually have intense light sensitivity and a little bit of sound sensitivity. I do therefore like to seek out dark quiet places and if the headache isn't too intense I do like to lie down, but when it's intense I have found it necessary to move. Initially, I would writhe/thrash about in bed, but the last time or two I have taken to the more typical pacing interspersed with beating / throwing myself into the couch. (Although I there is an impulse to beat my head against the wall there is still just enough of me that is scared of hurting myself that directs me into the couch.)
So, this part sounds like cluster headache, right? Especially with my right eye watering and nostril running? Except that this is only like once a week and the other six days a week my headaches probably lack the tearing eye and running nose and the pain is a couple crucial notches lower.
Ok, on the treatment side, I've had the MRI/MRA and they're negative, no tumors, no aneurysms, etc. No signs of abnormal cerebral spinal fluid pressure, although I have not had a lumbar puncture to date.
My neurologist has me trying Topomax. I'm in week 4 up to 75 mg 2x daily. Doesn't seem to be doing anything yet.
I've got a new pair of glasses (a very minor prescription) which doesn't seem to have done anything yet but it's only been a few days.
I've been seeing a chiropractor. This has helped the neck pain. I also discovered that if I press HARD on a particular area at the base of my skull at the onset of mild/moderate headaches that this seems to reduce the pain. It's not a silver bullet, but it has a meaningful effect. I only figured this out recently, so I've had limited chances to try this, but unfortunately, the one real bad headache that I've had since I figured this out it seemed like this completely failed or its effect was so minor as to be to be worthless - in any event before too long I was in too much pain to continue pressing the back of my head. The chiropractor has me taking Mg and Adreno-tropic supplements. I started the latter first I think they may have had a very minor positive effect. I started the latter recently and I do think they may have given me more energy but I don't think they've done anything for the headaches.
I believe my maternal aunt was diagnosed with hemicrania continua, which if I understand correctly is a type of cluster headache, but an atypical one. I am pretty sure that's not exactly what I have because my headaches aren't continuous, but it makes me wonder if I might have some sort of cluster headache, if perhaps an unusual one.
I was hoping that I might find others, even if just a couple, on this site, who have headaches like mine who might know what they are and how best to treat them (like typical clusters? or differently?). Or if these are within the range of typical clusters, please tell me.
At any rate, any thoughts, comments or encouragement would be welcome. I'm trying to keep my spirits up, especially for sake of my family, but it's a struggle at times. I'm not sure If I'm really a clusterhead or not but I really appreciate your letting me post here because I feel really alone right now. It seems like nobody knows what my headaches are or what to do about them or what I'm talking about. What I've read on your site isn't necessarily a perfect match but it's the closest thing to my experience that I've found. I don't want to force a square peg in a round hole, and I don't want to invade a forum for a group of people who very clearly need a space to deal with their pain, but I could use some community and I don't know where else to do. I pretty sure I don't have migranes (no nausea, no aura, etc.) and I'm pretty sure I don't have tension headaches (the pain is sharp, always, only on the right side and can start/stop fairly quickly) so I'd really appreciate it if you let me hang out here with you for a while anyway, at least until I can figure out what my headaches are. I am not dealing with kind of pain many of you are every day, but I do hurt every day and some days I hurt like you.
Thanks. That was cathartic. I had a good cry writing that last bit. I hope that's ok.
Again, any thoughts would be welcome.
Vince B.
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