Hi all, ive had a bit of a break from the forum of late, due to work and other commitments, and this damn beast which is testing my resolve....
basically, been on the regime for 1 1/2 years now, and the reduction of frequency and intensity was noticeable ! however I was still taking verapamil, only a lowish dose from what ive read here, but I always have been extremely responsive to and medication all my life. so may this year with things looking a lot better, I weaned off verapamil.
I was fine until a couple of months later, june, then I went into a full on cycle. the kip level didn't get much past 6 and it lasted for a good 3 weeks, normal cycle time.
So, decided to lift my nmol levels up a tad, spoke a fair bit with batch and my local doctor where I got tested, raised it up to about 240 nmol. thought all was good, but every month since then, the cycle rears its ugly head, 6 months to the day, and im just going into another cycle ! seems to be about once a month, for about 1-2 weeks.
I don't have O2, have the script to get it and have been tempted over the last few months, but, so far, every monthly occurance doesn't seem to get to the level, where I feel its needed.
firstly a week of shadows, then I get the first real hit, but nothing seems to go over a kip 3-4 ( touch wood so far )
the second strange thing, is that on onset of an attack, I skull a cold red bull, take a 50mg imigran pill, suffer for 15 minutes, then its gone. so far its starts between 4.00pm and 6.00 pm, if I don't take an imigran pill, they keep coming every 2 hours, right thru till early hours of the morning, but if I take that imigran pill at the first sign, then I don't get as much as a shadow till the same time the next day ! a couple of nights ago I tested the theory out, after about 4- 40 minute hits, each about kip 3-4, and the clock hitting 2.00 am, I gave up and took an imigran pill and crashed. I know from pre- regime days, only armed with prednisone, then verapamil and imigran pills, a full cycle involved multiple imagran pills daily and some serious kip 8-9 attacks. even though im only experiencing kip 3-4 during this cycle, its still damn draining !
over the journey since june, I think the gods have been getting their revenge as everything from a strained back, a first time severe dose of hay fever and a damn bladder infection have really tested my bodies immune system and bought on an episode of clusters ! but im still here

so with the festive season arriving, a pending trip back to n.z for a week for xmas and six months and counting of the beast returning regularly I weakened and decided to introduce verapamil back into my preventative measures.
didn't want to have to do it, but simply have to try and break this monthly cycle ive been enduring.
ive kept my d3 levels around 240 nmol ( about 100ng) and all the other co factors, with the aim of trying to get back to a level of control I was at before weaning off verapamil in may. Im on day 4 of 180mg of verapamil, so im hoping before I fly out next sunday it might start taking some effect.
appologies for such a long winded post !
guess I really just wanted to vent a little and share the story of "the beast and me" as Ive learnt on here its so different for everyone..
For me, its continuing with Batch's regime, get verapamil into my system, then try to figure out that missing link that's needed for me to get pain free !
So, to all fellow cluster header's, wishing you all a safe and happy festive season, and don't forget to clean out that chimney and leave a wee treat for santa !

kindest regards
colin