Posted by Elaine on May 11, 1999 at 13:38:41:
In Reply to: Talk about more discouraging things? posted by bobt on May 11, 1999 at 11:59:13:
I have kept this poison inside for 19 years. My family were the only people who knew. They kept it inside too. It almost killed me.
I was in the hospital because I hurt my head (May 5th) I layed there wile they did the MRI and I thought when I get out of here I am going to kill myself, say good bye to my family drive away. Had the whole thing planed.
I knew lots of you before you knew me. I read the message board everyday for a feww weeks before I went to the chat room. That was the night I hurt myself. I had told my family about this sight.
They printed out messages from the board and brought them to the hospital along with E Mail.
Those Messages from my family and friends gave me a new hope.
Then one special friend told me to write down my pain my fears, my thoughts. Post them or E Mail him. I posted a few and E Mail him the worst I am afraid. I know he hates to check his mail. It helped me so if you want to Email me go ahead I will be here for you. It really helps.