Posted by Paul on July 17, 1998 at 20:13:28:
I just read the messages on Cigarettes & Alcohol, I have
a question to ask all of you. Do you ever think that at the time of
an attach, during or after( more during, like right at the point when your head is going to explode)
you just are going to DIE? I do, I believe that is why I start to smoke
again when I go into my cycle. All other times I usual not smoking.
Its like what the Fu@#! Its only a matter of time. But thank GOD
the BIG Ones with me are ... well I just don't remember.
That's one good thing about my CH, I must have found a
way to block my memory of them (the only bad think is I also for get other
important things, but my wife reminds me of them).
What do you think or forget?
Paul