Posted by Mary (131.227.241.150) on August 03, 1999 at 06:42:37:
As some of you know I am an episodic Ch-er and am curently in remission. This request concerns my abismal ability to be a supporter to my husband who has RSI from using the computer wrong. I am **** at it. I lose it all the time, resent the fact that I have to do everything for him, wonder if I love him although i know that i do, and i am so depressed i am thinking about going to the doctor and demanding some anti-depressants to try and shake this feeling off.
I have come to see you guys as family, so I hope you don't mind me asking for non-ch advice. I don't know who else to ask at the moment. If there are any supporters out there who I could e-mail direct please please please mail me.
Please don't hate me for being so rubbish at supporting. I try, I really really do. I don't need criticism from anyone I'm doing well enough at that myself. I am asking for help from people that support sufferers of one the most evil conditions to help me support someone with RSI, a condition - evil in its own crippling debilitating way.
Thanks
M.