Posted by Elaine (24.88.1.67) on September 21, 1999 at 02:24:26:
I hurt tonight for myself as well as so many others. I have a few cluster friends who live alone that do not have anyone with them and I worry when I can't get them on icq or they don't anwer my email. I have cluster friends who has gotten behind in bills because of their clusters. I worry about them. I have cluster friends who are going through divorces, maybe not because of clusters but I am sure haveing clusters didn't help. I have friends who fear their cycle is back . These dear people who have these problems always find time to icq me and check on me. what a wonderful bunch of people. There are so many new people on the board that I have not had the honor of chating with but they are in my thoughts to and I worry about them. Tonight as many nights I was down in the dumps thinking of how I hate the pain and my thoughts went out to my cluster friends and I thought of DJ question Why must people with clusters suffer even more? You would think clusters was enough. My answer to his question was simple "just because"! No one knows what causes cluster and theres no cure for cluster, just as there is no answer for DJs question. But one thing we all have found here on this site !We have all found the cure for the depression, and loneliness cluster cause, and thats each other! We come to this site not only looking for information but friends, cluster friends. Then we find that these people can make us laugh in our darkest hour! Thats a great thing. I know I have had some dark hours and they have turned the lights on for me. Just felt like sharing this with you as I am sure many of you already know this. I hope all of you have a wonderful day !