Posted by Scott (209.20.239.46) on October 05, 1999 at 05:00:58:
In Reply to: Scott, this is cluster life..... posted by Riccardo Pentenero on October 05, 1999 at 04:24:49:
I don't know if she took morphine or not. She has a back up supply of many different medicines and she will put some altogether in one bottle to save room when we travel. I thought she had thrown out the morphine when it made her sick. She got that about a year ago when nothing was helping.
I found this in the arcives. To me it's saying that she wanted out.
Gloomy poetry by Angela
May I sit in peaceful slumber,
melt into some bliss?
Escape the roaring thunder
free amongst the mist?
Take away the many sorrows
I have left in careless breaths.
Return to me this hour
the pain I might have left.
To burn in pain I surrendor,
to writhe inside this head.
Let me swallow whole or more
all agony I'll take instead.
The suffering I have asked this day
belongs to what and who?
The suffering and the suffered,
mere illusions through and through.