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Posted by Angela ( on October 06, 1999 at 16:45:40:

In Reply to: ... a spade a spade posted by Bob P on October 06, 1999 at 15:59:37:

I don't know I can't make sense of anyting either. You asked so I'll try to. Monday I had a husband, I didn't even need to get a job, and I was doing fine. I interviewed for a part time position and I got the job. I will be working two nights a week at an alzheimer center. Now that is not really job when it comes to having to pay rent, utilities and food and everyting else that I have to now. I have to find a real good paying full time job. Don't ask me to explain anything about Scott and why and what he did. I'm someone he hates not loves. He hated me and I thought he loved me. I'm just a big clueless idiot Bob ok. I'm sorry. I'm back from the OD? What do you think I did? I took too much morphine, I didn't get my stomach pumped. I stayed the night in the hospital and the next day. I stayed at a friends until the kids grandma picked them up and thought we were going to talk and figure things out. Well we didn't because I walk in the door and my couch is upside down. My books are thrown all over the floor. My stereo is gone, my tv. my clothes and many other things I loved. I came on this board in September because a friend of mine told me to check it out. He knew that I was needing information about what would help me for my clusters. I wanted to have this space to listen to others, to help and learn. I'm not this other person you are talking about. Have the webperson look up the DSL numbers of that person and me and he can show you. So the deal is Bob that I know how people feel about new people being here. I took up your space and I'm very sorry. I took up too much space everywhere in this world. So screw it think what you want about me. I'm nobody just someone who is not here and doesnt' care anymore.

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