Posted by Robert (206.67.169.84) on October 12, 1999 at 12:33:50:
In Reply to: And ... posted by Ted on October 12, 1999 at 02:36:14:
No I haven't had any thoughts of self destruction, but I have gone thru where I try and think if I have done anything morally wrong, and I make self promises to be a better person, (although I allready think I am a decent person)
So far it seems when I just get to the point of I cant possibly take it anymore, it seems to subside. I have though..twisted my neck during one, almost wanting to yank it harshly, but I dont. This may sound wierd..but there is a spot on the back of my head .just above the base of my neck, that If I press it..the pain Intensifies..but I press it anyway for awhile, so that when I let it go.. I get a brief sensation of relief...even though it's not really.