Posted by Joe Stone (166.93.74.253) on November 03, 1999 at 11:00:29:
In Reply to: New Cluster Headache Website (reposted by request) posted by .deviant.creator on November 02, 1999 at 17:46:53:
I'm shaking my head up and down in the understanding. Thinking about what I've endured and will have to endure. Whatever the cause, whatever the root, my reality is scalded on me from a formless redhot brand. What hath God wrought? Is this a trial or punishment? Endure the unendurable. Let's see what you're made out of and how much hell you can take. Survive, just survive. With God's great anvil, strike after strike, I am being forged into something else. I appreciate that you have transformed some of this misery into ideas, into an expression. There surely is no clinical way to describe what being tortured is. I am 30 years old and have been tortured for 18 years, twice a year, every year. Whatever it is, reach out and find a way to use this experience to evolve beyond the physical. It is through the physical body, the human that this pain is injected into our spirit. It is our spirit that will transform us to accept forever.
Thank you
Joe Stone