Posted by The Unusual (209.105.134.187) on December 12, 1999 at 08:13:37:
In Reply to: Verdammt zur Hölle auf Masse posted by DAS UNGEWÖHNLICHE on December 12, 1999 at 02:50:19:
FOR THOSE WHO ARE CONCERNED:
[{This is a translation of the above POST: (granted a poor translation from translator.go.com)}]:
Go out my understanding!!! Even from one hour pure torture came out. Here I break down again, reeling of the pain of the daily. Straight lines desire was not it, therefore bad, straight lines desire would have given me the condemned ERCAF not problems. It was nice to be able to control the blocks but they control me now again. I see the year 2000, but I doubt seriously that I continue to go very many beyond that. I am afraid that this propels me to the crucial measuring finger and with kinetics it goes - I am on dipping board now. I wrote this on German that way the people patient of the audition I does not have to be interested Whine, which says it: of you, which can read this, know that I tried all I perhaps, which of going post office on the whole one is can short, which is medical society freaking and which whole shafty - upper dollar - in you fewer be interested could, it is you cash - doctors to have. I begin to state that doctors do not understand that peoples hurt, only thier briefcases. I do not have a briefcase, no doctor, none meds....I can be not free! I estimate that you could say I in the morning a little at the moment devastated. I do well not with the pain, yet I seem to pass through him alot. Still reeling of the last episode, calm feeling it. I am total bummed out and could use a friend, who is not an enemy. Any idea, where one finds? Sadly, so glaringly exaggerate over small headache to be lucky, but I feel like me a locked up animal, only taken off for short periods of inhumane torture and everyone around me I think that or even, whining. I cannot sleep - and I am for it!!! hopelessly! Sadly too ramble on in a foreign language - however even English is other to some people on this board. I will in the Silence better speak to do, which I estimate. Glad Christmas of hell, FREEK
By the way my German is obviously not very good.