Posted by Elaine (184.108.40.206) on January 20, 2000 at 19:14:38:
Each post helps me! Be it a cry for help, fun, or a great discussion.
You all know me I usual post some off the wall crap to the jokes on the board cut up ect.... I am known as a tough lady, so God for bid I post I hurt like I did last night that would kill my image. You know Carl, and Karen, and people like them are the tough ones on this board. You know why? Its because they have the guts to post how bad the pain is, and how they truly feel during an attack. Last night when I was over my clusters and couldn’t sleep and felt so alone and weak. I read Carl’s post and said to myself he knows my pain”. I wanted to read where others felt as I did. I needed to relate to someone who felt as I did at that moment. You know what I was not ashamed to post.
Then like this morning when I was so tired from spending the night with the demon. I was glad to see Bob, Hub, Drummer, Jack, Capt. Rob, Ted, and Margi and others who gave us all a laugh, it was just what I needed.
Then there are times like now I am in a scientific mood, so I read all the discussions on the board and study. So I will be ready when the demon calls again!
Of course there are times I am mad at the kids or the husband and a good fight on the board is fun to read or get into. If there is not a fight I just icq my friend Ted and we fake a fight. Just kidding LOL!
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